How am i supposed to start over when i havent move on yet. Its so hard to forget someone whom you love whole heartedly for God knows when.
I wanted to be angry, i wanna change who i am.
Sometimes when im alone i cant helped it but to think about a lot of this. My anxiety grew worst. However. I still manage to fake my smile everyday to show everyone that im fine.
Meiko and i were no longer friends, i dont even know why she distance her self from me so much. I let her be, i dont wanna deal with another issue right now as i have plenty.
It was weekend and i wanted to find a place to spend it. Locking myself up in my room is not helping at all.
I bought an ice cream and i decided to take a stroll down to the park, walking to the playground. I don't even know why im here. Of all places, my feet choose to take me here.
I sat in the swing and enjoying my icecream. It was really quiet in there. Only few kids came to play. I threw the remaining of the cone in the trash.
As i went back to sit in the swing. I already saw someone sitting on the other side. He was wearing a hoodie, seeing his appearance he's kinda look like Baji..
I dont want to take a closer look but then i realize i left my purse at the swing. 'how stupid can i be' i slowly went back as i approached the swing. The guy sitting looked up and it was not baji. I let out a deep signed. 'Thanks God'. I wasn't ready for him, the last thing i want to avoid is bumping or crossing unto him anywhere.
I sat on the swing and rested. I got too nervous earlier that i panicked.
I was about to stand up but someone pushed me off that made me fall down on my knees. Luckily my hand supported my body before i fell to the ground. 'Whoever did that is gonna pay, that fucking hurts'. As I stand up, i dust my self up and i heard a loud chuckle behind me.
"Ba--baji??!!" i almost shouted when i saw him holding on his stomach laughing at me.
"You look horrible.." he said teasing me more.
"What do you want Baji" I said as i clenched my fists and feel a bit pissed.
His eyes stared at me for a long time and his laughter fade and now he look sad.
"You know, this is the part where you cried and i kiss you." omfg. He said. I was stunned and couldn't think of a word to say. I pick up my pursed and turn to leave.
" Hey, dont leave.. Can we talk?" he said pleading for me to stop me from leaving.
" we have nothing to talk about.. I dont want to talk to you. ", i said as i continue walking.
I continue to walk away when i felt a pair of arms embrace me from behind.
" Please, dont leave.. Please.." baji's voice is shaking.. Like he was about to cry.
I turn around to face him. He was crying.. I dont know what to do at this point, Baji never cried before..most specially in front of me. He is always lively and rude.
So i cupped my hands unto his cheeks while i feel his tears continue to stream down. I wanted to leave that place, but seeing his state i couldnt even move or utter a single word. 'Did i made him cry!?'
"Why aren't you laughing now, huh.. Baji? I said and smirked a little. But my eyes says it all. My tears are about to fall too.
He didn't say anything but he hugged me again. I felt warmth and comfort in his arms, i dont want to fall inlove with you again Baji but i cant help myself. My body is betraying me. I hugged him back, thats when my tears fell.
We stayed like that for a long time. I dont even know the exact reason why he's crying.
I look up to him and saw him wiping his tears.
"I - I want to say something but i don't have the courage.
" i like you YN. " baji cuts me off by saying this.
" What!? How!? " i am probably dreaming but i respond anyway.
" I dont know either, i felt empty when you left me. Like i lost a piece of my heart.. I thought i only see you as a friend but i was wrong. " baji said while i kept staring at his beautiful yellow eyes.
" I dont want to lose you.. I ended everything with Meiko as soon as i realize my true feeling for you.. I hope you could accept me" he added. Looking down and clenching his fists.
I dont know why i feel so happy. Was this the response i want all along.
I didn't respond, i dont know what to say. I just stood there stare at his face, thinking how perfect it looks like under the sunlight. He looks like an angel but a rude and sneaky one.
We stared at each other for a minute, he awaits my respond when a ball suddenly hit his back. Thats when we stop staring at each other and he look down to the ground to see a ball, he picked it up when a cute kid came closer to the both of us asking for the ball and apologizing for hitting baji.
I thought he is in no mood to make fun of those kids not until Baji screamed like a crazy person that scares the kid away. I felt bad for the kid but i cant help it and finally i burst out laughing.
Baji looked at me while my eyes are getting a bit teary because i found it very hilarious. 'Baji never change, Baji is still baji.'
"you know, you can have your own kids in the future and you have to stop treating kids like that.. You moroon! " i scolded him while i fixed myself. Geez that was so funny.
"hahaha. Well, how many kids are we going to have?" he replied.' haghsbsxjxnsns'
I was caught off guard by what he just said. Holy muffin! Did i heard that wrong?.
I clear my throat and i give him a palm slap on his shoulder. Making sure it will hurt him, he rubbed his shoulder and giggled.
" Can you be my wife?" he said with out hesitation.
" what the fuck are you saying. Your not even my boyfriend.. Im too young for that.!" i said while i blushed. Showing him ny fists.
" i can marry you right here, right now.!" he teased.
"Shut up Baji" was all i can say. While the two of us started to walk. He intertwined our hands together and i didnt shrugged it off.
"I know you still love me." he said while he continue to walk beside me. How can a person be so annoying.
"you- shut up!" i said while hiding my face as it was as red as a tomato.
"Starting today, you will be mine and mine only. I will never let you go even if you want too. You can say im selfish or whatever but that's how i will show you how much i love you." he exclaimed and then kissed ny forehead.
" Baji.. You dont know how happy i am hearing that from you. I waited so long to hear those words, im so glad that you felt the same way . "was all i said. Thats all i wanted to hear from him. This becomes the best day of my life.
Baji took a paper bag from his backpack and gave it to me. He said he found it after he followed me at the park that day, it was the bracelet that i was supposed to give him as a gift.
He put it in my wrist and the other one in his.
When it comes to you, everything you do seems forgivable. I hate myself for loving you so much that i can't keep a grudge over you.
"Come on, lets go to my house., we can hang out there and play video games". He offer his hands and i gladly accept it before nodding.
I really wish this moment could last forever.
-___________
I wish baji didnt die.
I really like him so much 😥
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