Stay With Me

Chapter 12

Liams POV

I layed there next to Belle as she slept. I wish she was that carefree little girl she was and was happy all the time. I wish she never had to change at all to shelter herself from everything I couldn't when I left. I wish I never left and didn't do what I did. I wish I never did what I was told and left. I should've stayed for her even though I was told lies. I wish I just didn't even go there to listen to the lies. Why do I have to be such an idiot? Why dont I just stay where i am? Why??? Bella still slept there as I tried to get up. She clung to my arm and her face turned to one of pain and she looked so sad. She tried to wake herself up to keep me from leaving her. She shook herself violently. I gently removed her arm and set her back as I hummed in her ear trying to get her to sleep. I needed to get up and do something to distract myself. I got up to see it was pretty late and everyone fell asleep because they were probably tired from the flight.

I tried to busy myself with watching tv and listening to music. It ended up being 3 in the morning when Nick got up to get something.

"What are you doing up?" Nick asked with his head cocked to the side to show he confusion.

"I haven't went asleep yet. I can't sleep right now." I said kind of explaining.

"Why?" he still was confused.

"Because I'm not tired?" it came out as a question.

"Then why are you asking?" he was not confused and he was trying to get me to tell and we both knew it.

"I don't know." I said as I sat down as did Nick.

"You can talk to me." he said.

"Fine." I sat back.

"All ears." he said and sat back also.

"I keep thinking about how I left and I really hate that I did. I kept on thinking about how Belle would be if I stayed and she would be so much better. I got so aggravated with myself I was getting angry so I got out of the room so she could sleep. I watched tv and listening to music so I wouldn't think about it." I said summing everything up that happened in the past couple of hours to a couple sentences. I looked to Nick for his reaction.

"Liam, stop beating yourself up about it. You're here now and that's best. Think of everything good not bad." he said.

"I know I'll try but it's so hard you know?" I said as my eyes were heavy with sadness and sleepiness.

"I do know but just focus. It will be easy to focus if you sleep." he said and gave me a look.

"Ok I'll sleep and see how tomorrow goes." I said shuffling my feet back to belles room and laying down. I fell asleep as soon as my head hit the pillow. Belle scooched over and wrapped her arms around my neck when I wrapped mine around her waist.

Belle's POV

Liam tried to wriggle out of my grasp in my half asleep state. I could tell he was getting worked u pbecause I felt his heart beat quicken under my head and hand. He tried to pry my hands off so he could get out of the room but I tried to shake myself awake. I don't know how many times I have had to do this in my life, but I used to do this when I heard my Father slam the door of the house. I mastered the way of waking myself up so my Father didn't hit me awake.

Liam continued to try but I was almost up when he cradled me and sang in my ear. I quickly fell back asleep. I was sleeping until I felt Liam slide himself under the covers and I wrapped my arms securely around his neck and he wrapped his around my waist silently promising he wasn't going to leave me and I was silently promising I wasnt going to let him go. I was never ever going to let my brother go again. No where near in the future is he leaving me or my Mom.

*****Morning*****

I woke up and LIam still had his arms around my waist and he was awake. He was waiting for me to wake up. He was keeping his promise already. I smiled a big toothy grin at him and he returned it.

"Morning Belley Boo!" Liam greeted me.

"Morning LiLi Boo!" I greeted back and we both laughed. We missed the times we would wake up and greet each other with our ridiculous names we gave each other.

"Let's go eat, yeah?" He asked and I nodded then rolled over onto him then continued to roll off the bed to my feet. He groaned as I rolled off of him because I accidently elbowed him in the gut.

"Some one is a bit giddy this morning." He said laughing.

"Yerp-dee-derp!" I said then hopped up and grabbed Liam's hands to bring him to the kitchen.

"Belle, quit dragging me!!" He complained.

"Never!!! Well... I could if you make me food." I said tryi9ng to wager something smirking.

"And if I don't?" He challenged.

"Okay I'll give you a demonstration." I said as I yanked him forward and he almost fell but caught his balance then I jumped on his back causing him to fall.

"Is that a good enough reason?" I said smirking evilly knowing I won.

"More than enough." He then stood up and gave me a piggy back ride to the kitchen.

"Yeah LiLi Boo!" I said giggling as he ran around the room a couple times.

"Ok Belle what do you want?" He asked as he set me down on the island.

"Surprise me!" I said swinging my feet onto the island and layed down.

"Hey Belle, can you wake everyone up?"

"Sure thing!' I hopped off the counter then headed to Liam's room knowing Nick was there then Pick up things from teh floor and threw it at him yelling to get up then continued upstairs and did the same thing to the other guys and we all sat in the kitchen as Liam finished making pancakes.

"Ok everyone dig in!" LIam said putting the plate of pancakes down and I quickly grabbed a couple as the guys devoured the rest. We finished quickly.

"Liam, we doing anything today?" I asked.

"Nope."He said continueing to eat.

"I got an idea. We should go to the amusement park!" I said excitingly.

"Sure we'll head there after breakfast and we got to get ready." I nodded as my response as did the guys.

We scrambled around the house trying to get ready and we left around noon and the park was about a half hour away so we made perfect timing. We started head to a day full of fun packed adventure. I went to an amusement park for the first time since I was three and I was happy I was with my brother.

 

----Author's Note----

Please comment about what you want to happen next at the theme park because I am open for ideas and you will get the chapter dedicated to you if it is your idea. You can private message me if you feel like someone is going to steal your idea. Yopu can do what ever you want but please comment.