Stay With Me

Chapter 9

Liam's POV

What is she thinking about? Please don't be the memory of when Dad was hitting her with the matal and she started to cut again. Please, Please, Please! She needs to wake up. She neds to wake up. She'll have another relapse. No! She can't have one. She has to be okay.

I need to get up and get to her but I'm on the hospital bed with stupid tubes connected and told to stay down. Nick is in shock and he doesn't know what to do.

"Nick! Nick pick Bella up and put her next to me. Please!" I said quickly and he nodded and picked her up as she thrashed around yelling at him calling him Dad. She was going to have a relapse soon. Shit.

"Bella! Bella wake up! Come on I know you can!" I shook ker as she was layed on top of me.

"No Don't touch me! Stop it!" She wasn't up yet. Oh Jeez she needs to wake the hell up.

"Bella it's Liam You're not 13 any more you're fine please wake up!" I cried hugging her close and rocking us back and forth comfortingly.

"Belle please wake up. Please figure out how?" I cried and that's when the realpse started.

"I'm not going to stop cutting until I'm dead! Give me the razor Liam!' No it's another memory. No! It started and I can't stop it once again.

"Bella wake up! Wake up! Wake up! You can't do this! Wake up!" I screamed out trying to get her to atleast wake up but I know the memories won't stop. She's going to have multiple personalities again and cut and everything again.

"Nick get a nurse." I said quickly still trying to wake her up.

"What's happening?" He asked.

"I'll explain later but get a nurse right now!" I was desperately shaking her and I couldn't think of anything else to do.

Nick ran out and came back in with a nurse.

"Please help her. She has Post traunatic strees disorder, and she has multiple personalities disorder and it's coming back and I can't wake her." She nodded then pulled a bed from the hall in the room and told me to put her on the bed.

"I need to get the doctor but make sure she stays right there." I nodded as she left to get the doctor. Nick came over to her bed next to mine and he held her hand squeezing it trying ti get her attention.

"Liam! Make it stop!" She screeched. I crumbled into the bed and tried to block it out before the memories came back to me and triggered something in me because I reacted differently than Belle.

I started to shake with sobs and she did too and I couldn't take it. I froze and as much as I willed myself to move I couldn't and that's when I knew I was done too. It started and I couldn;t stoip it on me. The only other time I was like this near Belle she stopped it, but right now we can't help each other.

"Belle! Stop, Let me help!" I yelled out to her and I felt an arm come to my shoulder.

Bella's POV

I had all the memories swirl around my head and I knew I yelled out the same responses I did before but I don't know which ones. I knew I would have a relapse but how bad I didn't know. I could feel shaking and i got scared triggering memories I tried to not even remember and I felt tortured by myself. I felt like I was being beat on the inside and out. I don't know what to do. I'm in a cage that has no possible opening and I'm stuck forever until some one breaks it and it has to be Liam. I don't know if he remembers how to though. This is the 4th time this has happened and Liam only brought me out of 1. I had one when he left and I had 2 imn front of him before. I knew he had his own relapses of it but his are different. And I can only break him out of his. But what if we're booth in one? We will be forever torturing ourselves. But then a voice broke through my torture.

"Belle! Stop, Let me help!" Liam yelled it out and I was greatful that I could atleast reach out to what I thionk was him. He could get better, please get better.

I heard another voice again.

"Belle please get out of it. I need you. I will help you but please let me?" I could feel less of the burning. Less of the worst memories. I let my other arm got to the other trying to get them around Liam. He needs to to this ,I need to be able to think because before I couldn't really do anything but be still. I tried to talk but I can't I feel someone else's voice in my head and I can't think any more. What's happening? Oh no I can't have them again! I was told they couldn't come back. No! The oldest voice that was 13 and his name was Ben he was talking to me.

"Belle I need to protect you again. You need to let me keep you from the memories." Ben said.

"No Ben! You'll make it worse and so won't everyone else. Let Liam help me." I pleaded with Ben.

"Belle it's too late now everyone else is going to come to help too, or I can stay with you." Ben tried to persuade me to let him but I can't because last time Ben cut me.

"Ben no more of the others and Liam's going to help I know it." I said trying to hear if LIam is talking but it was just a whisper.

"Belle you can't hear him so let me help please I want to protect you." Ben was so stubborn and he thought he was helping.

"Ben be quiet!" I yelled and I was hoping I said it out loud so Liam could here me and he knew about Ben. Ben listened and was quiet and he was trying not to sound nervous.

"Bella Please don't listen to him! I'm here!" LIam called out and I went further away from memories of my Dad to just thinkiong about what Ben did to me.

"Bella please I didn't mean to do that to you. I want to protect you I promise!' Ben said again, he wanted to be back with me.

"Belle please just listen to me. Think abolut the good things we did like the first time you went on a swing with me, and the park with me, and every fun thing we did together." Liam sounded happy when he remembered the things we did together.

"Bella please I want you to let me help." Ben said still talking to me. I only thought about the good times with Liam so Ben seemed farther away.

"Remember When you did the talkent show and you were so good that you got first place and I was the loudest cheering you on. Or when you first got to middle school you didn't like it so I took you out of school and we just went to the movies and watched seven movies when we went theater hopping." I thought about that and how muched I laughed and ben was gone and I felt like I was just sleeping ao I tried to wrap my arms around Liam and snuggle closer. He gently picked me up and hummed to me then I fell asleep.