Dark Secrets//Zarry

Chapter 5

Zayns pov

Mom pulled into the driveway and O took a deep breathe "ummm... how was school"she asked, I could tell she didn't want to go inside "school was cool but I have to get ready cause me and Harry have a date planned later" I said opening the car door "I don't think your dad wants you to leave the house" mom said looking down at her hands

"he never wants me to leave the house but I do anyway... mom someday you need to stand up for yourself and stop taking the blame for things I did we have had so many chances to leave but you wanted to stay and I don't understand why"

"because he needs us" she said shaking her head

"he doesn't need anything from us all he does is abuse you and does even worse to me why can't you understand that what he is doing isn't love in any type of way" I yelled tears filling my eyes "if you think that way why don't you just leave" she said, "cause I won't leave you mom I don't think you understand... one day he will end up taking it too far and he will kill one of us maybe even both of us if he is that bad and don't say it's because he is going through something because he isn't grandma died before he met her he doesn't have siblings and he is taking advantage of you... the only thing that is making him do this is him he chooses to get drunk everyday and he chooses to Continuously cut and abuse us everyday" I shouted

I took a deep breathe and got out the car I walked into the house not noticing him standing by the door and before I could go upstairs he grabbed my wrist and pulled me to the ground "where do you think your going" he asked

"I'm going to my room I need to do some homework"

"you can do that later I need you to tell your faggot of a friend to stay away from you. you don't deserve to have friends you don't even deserve to be alive" he said, a tear fell down my face "I suggest you stay away from him before I beat the living hell out of you and make him stay away" I stood up "I didn't say I was done you never got your punishment" he grabbed me by the wrist and pushed me against the wall pushing my face against the wall next thing I know I hear glass break "take off your shirt you know the drill" he said, I took off my shirt and he pushed me back into the wall "perfect just enough space to finish off this row" he grabbed a peice of glass and started making a deep cut in my back tears started rushing down my face as I held in my scream cause I knew if I made any noise he would make it worse I bit my lip by the time he finished my head was spinning I fell to the floor too weak to move "weak peice of shit" he walked away and went upstairs I reached into my pocket and grabbed my phone I went straight to Harry's number I felt the blood run down my back and knew I was going to pass out soon so I started typing really fast

Zee💛: I'm so sorry but I can't make it my dad got mad at me cause they came back last night and saw I wasn't home
5 minutes later
Hazza😋: it's okay we can plan it for another time just don't sneak out it's going to make things worse
Zee💛: trust me I know but I have to go talk to you later harry💛
Hazza😋: okay bye Zee see you later xxx

Tears kept falling out of my eyes I started looking around for something to help me up but the table was too far away so I started army crawling I bit my lip so I didn't scream but moving made my back hurt more I grabbed onto the edge of the table and started lifting myself up everything started feeling numb I grabbed Harry's shirt and started walking upstairs then the door opened my heart started racing "oh my gosh Zayn baby are you okay" she ran up to me "I... I... do I look okay to you" I said taking a step up the stairs "there is blood everywhere we need to get you to the hospital" she said rushing towards me to help me upstairs

"and say what you know he will be put in jail and get bailed out again so why does it matter" I said she went quiet I made it upstairs but as soon as I got to the bathroom I hit the floor