Dark Secrets//Zarry

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"Haz who's car is that in our driveway" Zayn asked

"I don't know babe but they shouldn't be there" the car door opened and I started to feel Zayn shaking I got him off my back and grabbed his hand

"it's alright they might not know someone owns this cabin already" I said as I watched a foot out of the door then the other car doors opened and we heard some yelling "aye mate you just gonna stand there and wait for us to come to you or you coming over here" me and Zayn looked at each other then ran over to the car and the boys got out Zayn ran to Louis and playfully hit him "what the hell man you freaked us out what's up with the car" Zayn asked

"we got a rental to come here and see how you guys were doing" Niall said looking dead at Louis I grabbed Zayns hand and we walked inside I saw Zayns note and gave it to him "I didn't read it but the boys can be really nosey so put it in our room" I said he nodded and left the boys walked in and sat down "so what have yall been up to since you've been gone for a few days" Liam asked, I grabbed a chair from the dining table and sat down "we've been chilling in the cabin a lot till today he wanted to go and explore some more things" I said

Zayn came back out and sat down on my lap

"what did I miss" he asked

"nothing babe" I whispered, as the boys were chatting in the background "so I am going to go in the room for awhile cause I'm a little tired but I'll be back in a bit" Zayn said, we all nodded and he got up and walked into the hallway

20 minutes later

"I'll be back I'm gonna go check on Zayn" I said getting up I walked down the hallway to our room and when I opened the door he wasn't there I looked out the window and saw him sitting outside I went out the back door and went to him I sat down next to him and looked at him "you alright love" I asked

"it's just everything is different since I got back" he said

"well of course nothing is the same as before it's been a year but hey no one here has changed their feelings about you especially me" I said, he layed his head on my shoulder "how do you think Louis is going to feel when I tell him about Joe" I asked

"well I'm not sure" I sigh

"he is finally happy with someone and I really don't want to ruin that for him but I already know that if he finds out he is why I was gone for even longer he will end things with him" he explains

"hey lads did I hear you talking about my boyfriend" I hear Louis yell, he walks closer and sits next to us "so something happen with Joe" Louis asks, Zayn looks at me then at Louis

Zayns pov

"I was just saying how I have seen him before" I say

"oh really that's crazy when" he asks,

"about 3 or 4 months ago when I came back into town" I sighed

"wait what are you taking about" he said

"look it's really stupid okay don't think about it"

"hold on so you mean to tell me you were here for months and decided not to come back" he said,

"it's more complicating then that I didn't just think oh hey why not torture myself more and just watch you all be happy from a distance"

"well I mean it seems like you did to me why even bother coming back if you were going to wait so long" he yelled standing up,

"Louis you need to chill out" Harry said,

"what the hell your taking his side on this after all the shit he put us through everything he put YOU through and your backing him up" he yelled

Harry stood up and looked at him "look before you go around assuming things how about you hear him out instead of acting like a bitch" he said storming off, Louis scoffed and looked at me I looked at the ground and stood up "I thought that of all the people you would come and tell me about this but I guess we grew farther apart than I thought" he said walking off I grabbed his hand "please stop acting like a bitch for once and just fucking listen okay" I yelled, he looked at me with his eyes wide

"I don't care what you decide to do after this but I need you to listen... I waited so long because Joe convinced me that you guys were happy without me and that you moved on I was fucking crushed inside and I was scared to come back and find out that the love of my life and my best friend forgot I existed and moved on... I didn't stay away for that long for nothing I did the best I could to man up but after all the shit I had to do on my own I started giving up"

"then why did you even bother coming back"

"because when you and Liam saw me walking by and I got in the car I realized I was wrong Joe was always on my ass telling me stories about how Harry fell in love with someone else and how you and him became so close and I got scared... he started telling me about how you barley talked about me anymore unless I came up with school and Zac I was fucking scared and believed all the lies he fed to me and I know I was wrong for that but oh well it's over" I said

he looked at me then walked away I sat down and held back tears as I felt a hand on my shoulder

Harry's pov
I watched as Louis stormed back into the cabin I looked at Liam and Niall and they stood up going outside I looked at Louis and shook my head

"hey what is your fucking problem he needs you right now and your acting like a bitch"

"fuck off Harry you think I came here to hear all this shit cause I didn't" he yelled

"at least he told you he was so scared to tell you because he saw how happy you were with him that he didn't want to stop that from happening" I said

"yeah well I don't know what to fucking think about all of this" he said

"in my opinion no one should even get a say except him because he made the choice to come back and stay and we should all be happy no matter how it happened we all missed him so why not just enjoy him coming back" I said

he sat down on the couch and I went to the kitchen and grabbed some water I set it in front of him then went outside

Liam looked at me confused and I sighed I went back inside and sat next to Louis "you do realize it's really not a big deal" I say

"why couldn't he just tell me why was he so scared to tell me about something like this when he's told me about things that were so much worse" he cried

"because he wants you to be happy how do you not get that already you know he cares about others more then himself " he wiped his eyes and looked at me "you're right I was acting like a bitch towards him and I feel bad I was just surprised cause it all came out of nowhere and I got overwhelmed... shit I messed up I just want to go home" he sighed

"sorry I acted so shity towards you about it" I said

"all you did was say the truth" he stood up and went outside I sat there for awhile to blow off steam then got up and went to Zayn "hey where did the boys go" I asked

"he looked up at me and his eyes were red I knelt on the ground and pulled him into a hug as he started crying "hey what's wrong"

"he hates me doesn't he Harreh" I pulled away and looked him in the eyes "no of course not why would you even think that"

"he left without saying anything to me he didn't even look at me"

"he doesn't hate you he just needs to think about everything you said to him it was a lot all at once and he wasn't expecting it that's all trust me you guys are going to be fine babe" I picked him up and carried him inside then layed him on the bed as I was going to walk away he grabbed my arm "please don't leave" he cried, I crawled in the bed and wrapped my arms around him

"I'm not going anywhere okay let's just take a nap then we can go home sound good" I asked, he nodded and I held him tighter as I felt his breathing calm down soon after