Dark Secrets//Zarry

Chapter 6

Harry's pov
I woke up and was happy today was Friday but also a little confused because I can't get Zayn out of my head I know I like him but that really doesn't mean I should be thinking about him 24/7 I got up and got ready then went downstairs

I grabbed a banana and left the house after I left I went to Liams and he was waiting outside for me when we got to school I put my stuff in my locker and we waited for Niall

"so you hear from Zayn yet" Liam asked

"nope but hopefully he's at school today" I sighed

Niall walked over to us "Hey guys turns out Zayn was at school yesterday Zac ran into him before lunch and apparently he went to the nurse he might have went home early" Niall said

"well maybe he's here today" I said, the bell rang and we went to class

Lunch time-Zayns pov

Me and Louis walked out of class and went to the cafeteria we got our food then started walking towards an empty table "I have to say yesterday was fun it's been a minute since I've had that much fun" I said, we sat down at a table and started eating "same here I don't really get out much so yesterday was really amazing" Louis said

"hey guys what did you do yesterday that was so amazing Louis" Niall said as he and the boys sat down

"nothing much just went to the movies then hung out at the park but I have to admit it was one of the best things I've ever done in awhile" Louis said looking at me

"it's sounds like a date to me who were you with" Liam asked, I looked at Louis and nodded he shook his head and looked at Liam "trust me it wasn't a date I was with my cousin" he lied

"oh well that makes sense he was with you when you left practice" Liam said, I looked down at my food and then up at Harry looking away quickly "hey Zayn how is life behind bars" Niall asked

"what do you mean... oh cause I'm grounded I get it. yea it sucks but I'll get through it alive" I said

things didn't feel right between me and the boys anymore which was a good thing cause now he can't hurt them I got up and threw away my food only able to take one bite out of it before feeling sick "not that hungry mate" Louis asked, "nope I guess not" I said, the bell rang and I looked at Louis I gave him a quick hug then smiled "see you tomorrow" I asked, he nodded then we went our separate ways

I went to the field not ready to go home I put on my headphones but didn't want to play music "hey so your phone didn't get taken away" Harry asked as he sat down next to me "yeah it did" I said "then what's up with the headphones" he asked, "it blocks out some of the noise and usually keeps people from talking to me" I explained

"why won't you look at me" he asked

cause if I do I won't be able to resist you

"I like looking at the view from the top of the bleachers makes me feel... peaceful" I said taking a deep breath "that's how I feel when I look at you" he said, he put his finger under my chin and turned my head so I was facing him then leaned in and our lips connecting tears filled my eyes I knew I didn't want to let go of him but I had to if I wanted to keep him safe he pulled away and wiped my tears

"why did that feel like goodbye" he asked as tears filled his eyes I looked away cause his eyes would pull me back in "no your joking right are you moving or something" he asked

"I... uh... I'm sorry I just can't do it my life is a mess and I'm trying to keep you away from it all so you don't get hurt" I stuttered

"you said you liked me so why are you pushing me away" he asked, "I... umm... I have to go" I said standing up and he grabbed my hand "please don't leave I know if you walk away we won't ever talk again I can feel it... I just got you... I... I can't lose the best thing that ever happened to me" he cried