Illegal Love Letters

4. HER

Next day I woke up at the time to shower. In half an hour, we had to be downstairs to eat. Actually, if you're late I think they can even take away your points. 

Anyway, I went outside my room, I was nervous about what happened last night. Who's he? I didn't saw him in the theraphy group. I saw her, but I can't remember her name nor her story. 

They broke up and I was practically there. 

What should I act today? Should I talk to her? Should I do like I know nothing?

Anyway, I went downstairs, the bathroom was there. Since I'm on level 1, I don't have my own bathroom. Actually I do, but I can't use it due to my level, so it's locked up because I don't have enough points.

The bathroom was full, but I found a free shower. So I get in. While I was in there I started thinking about all the stuff that I left home. And also the personals things they won't let me keep in my room, so they keep it in a special room. And it's supposed to be saved there. But.. hahaha lol.

The water is so cold, but that helped me to clear my mind and showered fast. My hair's long, and I always play with it while showering, I love the feeling of it on my back. I love their touch, it makes me feel relaxed. Maybe I'm a weirdo. But it's the truth and I can't help playing with it every time.

When my shower is over, I cover myself with a towel and when I'm ready to go to my room again, and get dressed. I see her.

     ''Oh, hey!'' She really seems nice, I can give her a change to start all over again, and we can even be friends. I mean, I've already saw her crying lol.

     ''Hey, did you slept well?'' A little pause that let me move my head to give her an answer ''I didn't notice you left. I'm sorry you have to see me that way''.

     ''Yeah sorry. I left when you fell asleep. My first night, you know. I wanna get familiar with my room.''.

     ''Sure. I owe you one though''. We smile at each other, she have a hole between her teeth, it makes her smile adorable.

OMG I just realize that I'm just with my towel, I need to get dressed and go to the dining room. I guess she noticed too, because she look at my flip flops and then again at my eyes. 

     ''I'll walk you to your room, neighbour''. 

Cute.

We walk together and I start to feel confortable because she loves to talk, so she is making convrsation on her own. I love her way to make like nothing happened last night. I mean, she just broke up with her boyfriend and she's now laughing and being sociable as nothing happened.

I would have been broken. And that's why I don't fall in love. I hate being dependent on someone. Especially because I don't like trusting ppl.

I feel bad when I realize that I was not listening to her. I was on my own world. But she's waiting for some answer.

    ''I don't think so''.

     ''That's what I thought!'' She kinda look mad. What the fuck she asked? ''You should just told me''. 

No, really. What did she asked? I'm starting to feel even more bad.

     ''I'm Jaycee''. OMG I guess she was asking if we introduce ourselfes yet. ''Hope you liked me crying. You will get use to. But don't worry I'm okay''. I don't think so if you are here.

     ''I'm Araminta. It's ok, if you need to cry I'm on the door in front of you. Knock whenever you want''.

She gave me a smile. A sincerily smile that makes me feel complete, makes me feel like we're friends when we don't know each other.

     ''Okay babe, we arrived. Get dressed, I'll wait''.

I guess I don't have to be totally alone here.

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OKAY FOR ME JAYCEE'S MY GIRL. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT HER? DO YOU THINK THEY CAN BE FRIENDS?

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