Remember that arcanum,
AWAY
Yeah.
I'm sure you do.
And I'm tired of it.
I'm tired of people using my words,
Or deflecting them,
Not listening,
Not paying attention to how I may say things.
No one fucking thinks anymore.
Don't you think,
I don't say much because I consider you.
I think about how YOU feel.
I think,
Well, maybe they don't want to hear this.
Maybe I'm annoying them with this.
But when I say it doesn't fucking matter.
I mean it.
But then you get mad at me
For actually considering your feelings.
You say,
If you don't want to be this,
Don't act like it.
..........................
I'm gonna fucking explode.
IM NOT ACTING LIKE IT.
PEOPLE JUST JUDGE ME FOR BEING SENSIBLE.
I GET PENALIZED FOR TELLING THE FUCKING TRUTH.
OR FOR TELLING A JOKE.
SOMETIMES FOR NO. FUCKING. REASON!!!!
But I guess you didn't think about that.
You didn't consider MY feelings.
And I never get rewarded for doing the right thing,
For something I'm really proud of.
I GET FUCKING POINTED OUT WHEN I MAKE ONE SIMPLE MISTAKE.
IM A HUMAN.
FUCKING DEAL WITH IT.
I HAVE FEELINGS TOO.
But I guess you were too wrapped up in you're feelings to consider mine.
But you know what,
I'm done being considerate.
I'm done being nice.
Because I'm bilingual.
I speak bitch too.
YOU ARE READING
Dear Journal...
PoetryJust an online journal of my personal thoughts . No, I am not suicidal. No, I am not depressed. Just introverted, and I trap feelings in more than I'm supposed to .. So I let them out here.
