Dear Journal...

"She"

"You are strong, but that girl, also, cried a few times when she needed to."

"And she did, and she regretted it everytime."

"But sometimes, she needed to. And she had to. "

"And she just bawled. And afterwards, she still felt empty. It didn't help her situation. She had to keep moving like it ain't happen."

"And right now, that same girl, that same fucking girl that i myself went through alot with, should release, because in this situation she should cry."

"But she doesn't wanna cry, she wants everything to be okay."

"But she should realize that everything will be okay, but she has to take it a step at a time."

"And she will. But she won't cry, bc that wastes the time she could've been better-ing herself with."

"But again she should  realize that someone and something will make you better."

"But she knows she won't get better if she's crying all the time."

"But she should know that, all the time she dont have to cry, but at certain moments like this, she has to, because its the only way."

"No, She won't.
She can't."

"But she should.

"She refuses."

" And she should trust in Ty. She should acknowledge that hes right. "

"But ya see the way her stubborn ass is set up .. "

"But she should know. She should know that her stubborn side is good. She should know that her stubborn side is really her best side."

"How so"

"Because in reality, she should know that, honestly shes perfect for anyone, but her stubborn side prevents her from falling into the wrong traps. But at the same time her stubborn side puts her in some trouble. She should also know that her brother would care enough to stay up with her, and show her who she really is."

"I just want everything between me n him to be okay again Ty..."