Joey and I finally arrived home. We came in Joey's car. He has a cherry red Jeep. It was silent the entire ride home.
We went to sam's club to get a pizza a while after we arrived home. When we got back we went to the kitchen and sat down. Joey and I both grabbed a slice and took a bite into it.
"What happened at school?" Joey asked starting a conversation.
"Can we just let it go. I don't want to talk about it." I replied before biting into my pizza again.
"Mariana I can't just forget it. You have a fucking bruise for god sake!" He was now shouting.
"Joey I don't want to fucking talk about it!" I shout back now getting up from my seat.
"Mariana just fucking tell me! I just want to take care of you!" He shouted at me making me cry.
"Fuck off Joey!" I shouted and ran off up the stairs to my room.
I got to my room crying and just lay on my bed crying thinking to myself.
What did I ever do to deserve this. I can't do this anymore. I get up crying and run to my bathroom.
I lock the door and look around. I am now sobbing as I now grab my blade. I sit down in the tub and put one arm on my knees while the other holds the blade. I start thinking again.
Why do I even excist all that happens to me is bad. Why do I always get bullied no one cares any more. I now look down at my arm with scars from the day before.
I slice through my weak skin and veins as blood comes out. I slice my skin 5 more times as the blood comes out.
I look around as my vison becomes blurry from all my crying. I hear Joey knocking on my bathroom door.
"Mariana I'm sorry I just really care about you and I love you. Please just let me in open the door." He says as I keep looking around.
"Help..." I try shouting but it came out more like a whisper.
"Mariana! Open the door! Please!" I hear Joey scream out. I now hear him kicking at the door. I try once again to shout out "I over cut" I stay there as I hear Joey leave my room. I heard him come back.
I heard the door knob shake. The door flies open to reveal Joey. His eyes were red and puffy.
Was he crying? For me? I think to myself.
I look to my side as I see my brother screaming out "SOMEBODY HELP!!!" As I slowly black out...
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Why Me?
Teen FictionThis book is about Mariana and her every day life of sadness with only one friend named Taylor and her brother Joey. But what she doesn't know is that her life will be changed by a boy who will remain unknown for now. Read to find out who it is and...
