Red Rose-Draco Malfoy

43 - G o n e

* mature scenes*

Draco

Her head softly laying on my chest while tears stream from her eyes and I'll I wanted was to see her smile to see how her eyes would light up.

Weeks and weeks have passed. then it became one month then two months then three...

And she didn't give a care in the world, not for herself or anyone.. not even me.

The cause of her mother's death had killed her killed the girl I knew, she didn't talk very much maybe when she would think I was sleeping I would hear her whisper to me.

Showers became harder for her leaving me to look after her, I'd sit with her in the bath while she looked numb, she wouldn't cry she would just sit there.

Sex??
Well, you could say that's what she wanted most of the time and drinking was her thing now. Her eyes were red as she laughed like nothing matter in the world.

But if you look closer her eyes filled with tears wanting to fall down her cheeks but she decided that it would be better for her to keep her pain in.

She didn't tell me how she died or anything about it.

I tell her I love her, I tell her to stop acting like this and let her pain out but she pushes me away more each day.

The battle was beginning and I needed her to listen to me, I needed to keep her by my side to look after her.

She is like a porcelain doll so fragile so beautiful, but her heart is broken and I'm afraid I can't fix it.

I want to fix it, I need to fix her. Her eyes shine no more, and my heart aches more.

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I watch as she sat up in bed hugging her legs looking at the wall with my top covering her body, her hair formed into small curls while it dried and they hung over her knee. I sat up and moved so I sat in front of her making her eyes find mine.

"I love you, Amelia, I love you." My hand gently warmed her cold cheeks I could see how her eyes slightly watered.

"I need you to say it back, Please Amelia I need something, something to keep me going, "I begged for her to tell me.

"You know I do." She whispered. But those words didn't leave her mouth the ones I wanted.

"You need to tell me what you saw, I need to know." She started to laugh, her laugh was dry and soft, a tear rolled down her cheek, she harshly wipes it away.

"I told you, my mother's dead Draco." She spat, I held back my emotions for her.

"Well your not trying to get better, can't you see I'm trying to help you!" My voice became higher and stronger.

"What's there left huh? Do you want me to go be a death eater and kill everyone at our school with my father?"

"You have me, and our future, our family!"

"Family?" She questioned. She looked up at me softly while saying this and more tears fell from her eyes. "Yes, and you know you're going to make a beautiful mother, and I told you once this is all over we will run away together far away from here just us."

"I love you." She whispered bringing a small smile to my face I pulled her closer to me holding her tightly as if the world was going to take her away from me.

"I love you so much." I kissed her lips gently while keeping our foreheads together, a small tear ran down her cheek. "They're coming here Draco, the Dark Lord and my father, We have to fight for what's right."I pulled back looking at her, her eyes filled with tears each time she would blink another one would roll down her cheek.