Red Rose-Draco Malfoy

12 - P a t h e t i c

OK this had to happen, love you all

Amelia

I woke up the next morning in an empty bed, I looked around the room.
No Draco.

I walked down the stairs to see him talking with his mother, both their heads turned at me.

"Morning dear."
"Good morning Mrs. Malfoy." I smiled

I looked at Draco, he quickly looked over at me then away, his smile had faded whenever he was around other people.

I walked over to them gently sitting down next to Draco at the table, poking at the pancakes I had sitting in front of me.

" Not hungry are we." Mr. Malfoy asked.

" not really, but thank you." I smiled once again, she was kind, she cared.

" well, then why don't you and Draco go freshen up..huh." She questioned looking over at Draco he sighed rolling his eyes grabbing my arm pulling me up to his room slamming the door shut.

"D-Draco, are you ok?" I asked going closer to him.

" I'm fine." He mumbled walking over to his cupboard.

" Ar- Are you su.."

"JUST LEAVE IT." He shouted, making me flinch as he slammed the cupboard door shut, and walked over to me.

" Why don't you go to the Guest bedroom, I don't need you in here, you are just pissing me off." His words hurting me more than I thought they ever would.

My lip started to tremble. "But.. last night." I tried to hold my tears in.

"And what about it, you think I like you, Ha your joking right." He steps closer to me putting his hand on my face.

"are you crying, oh please save it, I am not here to have pity for you. You're pathetic... LEAVE!" He yelled, my vision blurry tears running down my face.

I saw his face.

no emotion at all.

I stormed out of his room and down the hall, to the Guest bedroom. I slammed the door, I sank down holding my legs tightly.

replaying everything that just happened, I knew it was too good to be true I knew he would use me, use me until he was satisfied.

It was getting harder to breathe, I took my jacket off and shoes and walked over to the bed tears still running down my face leaving Lines of mascara all over my face.

I placed my head on the pillow, and let out a scream, the pain getting worse, I keep hearing his voice

"Your Pathetic"

"You think I like you"

After a while, the tears stopped, but the pain in my heart not, I just laid there not having enough energy to do anything, I gently closed my eyes, my head spinning, his voice still there.

I hadn't even felt like this before, I had felt heartbreak, but this was different even though it had no need to be. we aren't even together. but this for some reason felt like more than heartbreak.

I woke up the next morning to the sun brightly shining in my eyes, my face stained with black, I felt so weak, my head still spinning, but I wasn't going to let him see me weak, I wasn't going to, he had seen me cry, and I had seen him too.

And in the end, it always had to end like this.

But I won't give up on him.
I keep telling myself but his words from last night still replaying in my head over and over.