Amelia
she stood there in the middle of the doorway I could see the anger filling her eyes and her hands made a fist and she moved closer to me. I took a deep breath, and backed away from her trying to make my way back to my bed, she followed me standing right back in front of me, I felt the anxiety start to rise when she didn't say anything she just stood there in her pj's and her blond hair in a bun. I slowly moved over to make my way to my side of the dorm I gently sat on my bed, her gaze still on me.
"Can you please stop, and just tell me what is wrong?.." I muttered breaking the silence, I crossed my legs pulling them closer to the chest, my heart was racing and my hands all sweaty, we hadn't spoken for the last day or so, after what happened in the Great hall.
"Why don't you have a guess, huh.." she was now sitting at the end of my bed I saw her digging her nails into her hands with anger and now sadness all over her face.
"is this about Malfoy.. you know I hate his guts right" I moved over from my place on my bed to sit next to her, my hands were starting to shake and my heart beating faster.
"haha really Amelia REALLY... because that's not what it looked like last night to me!" she jumped up from my bed and snapped at me, her face was slowly starting to turn red, she turned her head and walked to the other side of the room and she sat down on her bed facing me. her eyes meeting my gazes." oh my god really Amelia, you don't remember do you.."?she laughed sarcastically.
" Remember what...?" I snapped, I have had enough of her this morning she was so mad at me for feeling bad for him, I do hate him but he seemed so different his year.
" well, how the hell do you think you got to bed last night.. huh Answer me!!" I had never seen her so furious in my life, Draco had used her, used her for things that she could never forget or forgive. he took advantage of her when she was in a bad state.
I just looked at her, in complete shock, tears were now streaming from my eyes the warm tears dropping onto my hands." please, you know I would never hurt you, Olivia... he was just there ok, you don't know what I heard him and Professor Snape talking about ok, I..I was upset"at this point words were hard to form, I couldn't lose my best friend over him and I didn't even like him I hated him I was in the "moment" nothing more. my heart was beating so fast and the tears still streaming from my eyes, she slowly came and sat next to me, not saying anything pulling me into a tight hug.
"I am sorry, please" I mumble into her shoulder
"please leave him alone, whatever is happening has nothing to do with you ok" she moved away from her and held my shoulders with a tight grip, looking me straight in the eye when saying this. I wish that were true but she didn't understand what I had overheard and how my mother was involved in all of this somehow even if she tried to keep me away or safe it wasn't going to work, I knew this but I wipe my tears and slowly nod pulling a small smile.
I went into the bathroom and locked the door, I stood in front of the mirror looking at myself a small tear dropped from my eyes and I looked at the girl looking right back at me she was skinny and pale I took a deep breath and walked over to the shower and slowly turned on the warm water, I took my clothes off and stepped into the shower. After my shower I got into my uniform and dried my hair and put a little makeup on, I felt different today more confident, I looked one more time in the mirror and let a small smile come across my face before heading down to the common room.
And to see Draco once again sitting there by himself, I felt anger build up as I walked past him, I felt this gaze on the whole time. Olivia was right beside me as we headed to the Great hall to have breakfast. I stopped in the middle of the hallway and took a deep breath." are you ok Mills?"Oliva whispered."Yeh um, just give me a minute, go find a set." I shook my head to reassure her, she left my side and met up with Ron and gave him a small hug, and walked in. I felt the nerves start to kick in after what happened last time in here with Malfoy, I stood in the middle of the hallway, my heart racing before someone bumped into my shoulder.
"Move out the way Willimas," Malfoy yelled as he pulled my arm, he pulled me aside, my heart was racing, my hands trembling, I got a strong whiff of his cologne as he pulled me around the corner a sharp look came across his face, his eyes peering down at me, I tried to move from his grip but he grabbed me tighter.
"LET ME GO!" I screamed, he put his cold finger to my lip shooshing me, I felt so scared he just looked at me before threatening me
"You won't tell anyone about last night, got it"he still had a tight grip around my arm before I nod at him pulling my arm away. I started to run back to the hall looking behind me to see him just standing there with his back to me. I found Olivia sitting at the end of the table waiting for me, I let out I big sigh when sitting down next to her.
"where did you go, are you ok" I could see how nervous she was her hands shaking, it was the first day of actual classes, and we had potions with Snape first.
"Yeah, all good." I lied with a smile on my face and putting my hair behind my ears.
After we had breakfast, we met up with the others and walked to potions I managed to stay at the back of the class, Olivia and Hermione sat in front of me leaving me to sit by myself, I looked around the room to not see Draco anywhere I let my shoulder and whole body finally relax, I stared on my work before hearing the door swing open and Professor Snape yells.
"Mr. Malofy, please take a set" he grumbled
"There is nowhere to sit... cant you see." he snapped in a horrible tone
"Well I see one right next to Mrs. Willimas, take a set." my heart sank why did it have to be me, I felt the whole classes eyes turn to me Olivia and Hermione looking back at me, I sighed putting my hands in my head my hair coving my face. He rolled his eyes and slowly came and sat next to me, I lifted my head up and looked at him rolling my eyes.
"We are going to be starting a protect, you will have 3 weeks to work on it with your partner, I will be putting you in pars, so the person next to you will be your partner!" Snape said while walking around the room making eye contact with us all. I couldn't have been more upset, first, I have to sit next to him, and now I have to work with him, I felt anger build up inside of me, I looked over to see him looking down and he let out a loud sigh.
~ sorry I haven't been writing I have been busy but now we have no school I can be writing more xx
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