Red Rose-Draco Malfoy

30 - S t a y

Draco

Tears streaming from my face. I hurt her.

I hurt her with my own hands, my hands were now trembling as I made my way to the bathroom. I look at myself in the mirror not recognizing myself whatsoever. I had no control over myself, my hands found their way to her throat and they couldn't move. And I was worried about her, about what she thought of me.

I hated myself for this, And I don't think I'll ever forgive myself.

Amelia

"who do we have here." I look up as my vision was blurry from the tears that fell from my eyes, I blink them away not bothering to wiping my face. And there he was Mattheo. Anger rises in me.

while the thought of Dracos hand around my throat is in the back of my mind his touch lingering on me.

"fuck off," I yelled while still on the floor holding back my tears, I feel this breath on the side of my cheek, he holds my face in between his fingers while running his finger under my eyes to remove the tears that stained my face with black. "Oh Littlest Malfoy isn't very good is he." I didn't try or even bother to move his hand he was a lot stronger than me and I was weak.

"Please Mattheo for old times sake leave me alone," I whispered, he looks me deeply in my eyes while they glisten. He let go of my face while pushing it back. I turn to the side as tears fall.

Then I look up and he's gone. And I'm alone again.

I try my hardest not to let it get to me, but the way he had no emotion in his eyes as he held my throat tightly as I begged him to stop. And after this all, the only person I wanted to comfort me was him.

I wanted Draco.

"Amelia." I hear a soft voice come from the back of the tower, I turn around to have Pansy smiling at me while her eyes tear up. She made her way over to me taking a seat next to me as I fall into her arms. Her hand gently runs through my hair, while the other one runs up and down my arm. Putting me at ease.

"You're going to be ok." She whispers. While she gently hums under her breath.

My eyes shut gently as I feel her hand run through my hair and her soft breath on my face. I was asleep but I could still hear her.

"Come now, take her." I hear her whisper to someone, I feel another breath hit my skin, while they scoop me up with big strong arms. holding me tightly like I was something that could never be hurt.

The smell of the cologne being intoxicating but calming.I felt safe in his arms.

"Draco?" I mumbled as tears fall from my eyes. Wanting and needing the attention from him and only him.

"Amelia it's me." A soft voice answers back, as I'm laid down gently on a bed. My head softly hitting the pillow while I open my eyes. Blaise stands over me with a slight smile on his face.

Tears fall from my eyes at the slight hope of it being Draco. He hurt me but I needed him.

"Draco please, I want him." I cry Blaise sits next to me holding me gently while he runs his fingers through my hair southing me. Draco was so toxic, I know that, but when he loves me anything feels possible. I feel as if the world is floating and nothing matters.

And I knew he would hate himself, but I could never hate him.

"Shh calm down." He whispered, my body started to sink into the bed under me while my head lays on his lap.

My heart aches, and no matter how many times I'm hugged or kisses it will never feel the same as when he hugged or kissed me.

I hoped he didn't do something that he would regret.

A week later

The last week I'd been staying with Pansy, her heart was beautifully big the way she cared for me she would sing me to sleep every night, as I missed the way he hums me to sleep.

Blaise came to see me a few times a day, he told me he hadn't seen Draco, he's looked everywhere but he was nowhere to be found. It made me feel sick. I needed to know if he was ok. He looked in our dorm, he was gone his stuff everything was gone.

I woke up early the next morning, feeling my sadness fill me as soon as my eyes open. Tears already filling my eyes. I walk the halls down to the common room, up the stairs to our room.

I look around he was right, Draco was gone, his clothes, his belongings. But where.

There it was a pale piece of parchment that lays on my side of the bed. My hands shaking as I gently pick it up.

My love,
Please forgive me.
I lost control but I can't risk it happening again, I'm sure you're much better without me by your side.

You're a strong and beautiful woman. My heart will forever lay with you. Your beauty will forever shine through my eyes.

You my darling deserve the world and more than anything I could give you.

You and I both know this is toxic, so for now I've gone away, and I feel it's better this way.
You know I love you. I will always love you.

You're always
Draco.

I fall to the floor feeling rips through my heart. My body was shaking. "I'm not better without you PLEASE." small screams leave my mouth as I held my letter to my heart. But I need him.

The sun comes up every day, the light shines through warming up my body, but why?
Why did the world continue as normal when it was falling apart. Why did my skin feel warm when my heart was cold and lonely. Without him, by my side, the world shouldn't continue. because it had ended for me.

Without Draco nothing meant anything to me I was all alone.

My heart felt emotionless.

Nothing at all.

Draco

I felt nothing but pain, my heart aches for her, for her touch the way her fingertips felt against my arms.
My beautiful Amelia deserves more than I could give her.

She deserves a love that completely consumed her. A love that made her feel special like the beautiful princess that she was.

I sit at the manor while my mother and father fight with tears wanting to fall. I sit all by myself while she is hours away from me but yet so close.

I will make this up to her, I will get her out of this even if it meant to let myself go I will.

I would do anything for her.

"Draco, come."My mother calls, I slowly get up from my place following her up the stairs into my bedroom. She wraps me in her arms while stroking my hair, holding me tightly.

"Mother" I whispered. With the tears I try so hard to hold back, my mother holds my face between her hands softly while stroking my face with her finger.

"She loves you Draco, she needs you." She whispered.

I'm sorry it's a super short chapter, I've been so busy. But I'm getting back on track.

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