Why do I hate him? Oh... That's why.

18- The Laughter, Loss and Tears I Share With You

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Liam>>

For the last few days I have been feeling guilty, for reasons that normally don't get to me.

Mum hasn't mentioned a word about who Scar likes, and it’s getting to me. I can't concentrate anymore; I just want to know who this mysterious person is.

It’s like everyone knows something I don't. Mum, Andy, Dean and Jack. They are all ahead of me knowing what it’s about. Miki knows everything and I'm starting to think she knows more than Scarlett can let out.

Maybe Scar was right on Monday night. 'There is no Liam and I never was and never will be.' Every time I think of her those words just come and invade. But something wasn't right. Since that night it was like I was the one in the wrong, yeah I have been an ass to her but why am I getting the silent treatment?

She doesn't look at me, talk to me, ignores me at home, god she doesn’t even say my name anymore.

Maybe I should just confess everything, even if it doesn't matter. I need to tell her before the dance, and that’s in 3 weeks. 3 WEEKS!

But what if I tell her, and then find out about the stupid bet? Will she look at me the same? Or will it make everything go back to the 3 years we were apart? If it did I don't think I will be able to cope.

The final bell went for school. Everyone crowed the halls; I tagged alone until I reached my locker, but was pulled back by a soft touch.

And I face the unexpected. Scarlett. But something wasn't right again. Her eyes showed pure rage, her once brown eyes are now black.

I was about to speak but her tears caught me off guard.

"Liam what’s going on with you lately? Your acting like the Liam I don't know. It feels like I have done or said something that has pissed you off. So please just tell me what’s going on."

I bent my head down and looked at the ground.

That's when all the bad things I thought was happening clicked. Scarlett was trying to get my attention all along. I was the one that wasn’t talking, keeping my distance, ignoring her, giving her the silent treatment, god I’m such a dick.

I was about to reply with an answer but Scar Grabbed me by the wrists and brought me in to a hug. The hug was telling me that she didn’t want to let go, so I did the respectful thing and hugged her back.

But that just ended up with sparks flying through my body.

Maybe I should confess here, tell her the truth, but then again I have to look out for her as well as me, I wish I had never agreed to the bet, next thing you will know Gen will be hanging off my hip. Well it’s not like she hasn’t been already.

I was about to speak again but was interrupted by Scar's soft cry’s.

"I'm sorry Liam, for whatever I have done I'm sorry. Please forgive me?"

I loosened the hug so I could look Scar in the face.

"Scar you have done nothing wrong, I thought that I had done something to make you mad and not talk to me, but really it’s all my fault and I'm sorry for that, and I would tell you what’s going on but if I do you will most possibly look at me differently, as much as I want to I'm keeping us both safe. Really I'm the one who should be saying sorry. So I’m sorry Scarlett. And I know you’re sick of me saying sorry but I’m always in the wrong. So don't take the blame on something that’s honestly my fault. I'm sorry."