TORN (a Kevin "Ghost" McCullough Fanfic) *short story*

Chapter 9

I hung with Nicki for a while after our conversation. I dropped her off and headed home at about 6:30 to 7.

I got back to the house and took a deep breath. I wanted to talk to Kevin but what do I say? I got inside and saw the guys sitting on the couch, but no Kevin. They were all cracking jokes and being weird. "Hey, Trix!" Alix called. I waved at them with a smile. "Where's Kevin at?" I asked, walking over to the stairs. "He's in his room. Its across from the bathroom upstairs." Evan answered. "Thanks."

I headed upstairs and fed Sprout and kicked my shoes off, leaving to find Kevin. I went down the hallway and saw the bathroom door opened. I looked across from it and saw light from under the door across the hall. I knocked on it a few times and heard a "Come in." From the other side. I opened the door and peeked my head in, seeing Kevin put a shirt on. His body was nice too...

Stop it Trix.

"What's up?" He said with a smile, sitting on the end of his bed that faced me. "Can we talk for a bit?" I asked nervously. He nodded and put his phone on the nightstand. I stepped in and closed the door behind me, leaning on it. "Come sit down. Tell me what's up." He patted the spot next to him and I took it.

"Um.." I began, looking down at my hands in my lap, crossing my legs. "I don't really know how to put this." I mumbled. He patted my back a bit and answered. "It's fine. Tell me anything."

I took another deep breath and looked up at him, locking our eyes together. He folded his hands in his lap and leaned his elbows on his knees, smiling back at me. "Please answer this honestly. But, how do you feel about me?" I asked him slowly, still wondering if I should have asked. His smile faded and his eyes dropped to the floor. He took a deep and ragged breath. "I uh.." He began. My heart sank. I know I shouldn't have asked.

While my eyes dropped, his picked back up to look at me. He reached his hand around and gently caressed my cheek like he did before. Our eyes locked once more, sending shivers all throughout my body. "I like you. A lot." He answered. My cheeks flushed bright red. "Please don't let that change our friendship." He spoke again. I reached up and held his hand with mine, letting out a sigh of relief.

Once our eyes locked, they never looked away. I saw a tint of pink appear on his cheeks, making me softly smile. My head slowly leaned towards his, feeling those butterflies come back. He leaned closer to me as well as we both closed our eyes. His lips softly grazed mine like they did before, but there was nothing pulling them away this time. They softly pressed against mine, sending those butterflies flying while sparks took over their place. His arms snaked around my waist, pulling me closer into his lap while our lips melted together perfectly.

/mild smut warning\

His tongue softly licked my lip, asking for an entrance as I parted my lips for him. One touch of his tongue to mine sent more shivers through my body. His hands traveled lower down my back, lifting my top up a little. His hand rested on my lower back, bringing it up slowly. I felt a snap on my back, letting him lift my shirt off. Our lips crashed back together in hunger and lust while his hands gently pulled the straps of my bra down. The pressure of my body on his kept it on, just covering my chest. My hand lowered itself to tug his shirt off for the last time our lips separated. I felt him smile on my lips, gently biting and tugging my lower lip and causing me to let out a soft moan.

He glided his hands down my sides to my thighs, standing up and spinning around, kissing me again slow and passionately. He gently laid me down in the center of his bed, climbing on top of me. His knees were now in between my legs, pushing them apart. He kissed me slowly down my neck, biting in certain places. He lifted my bra off of my chest and tossed it to the side, finding my nipple and sucking on it gently. His fingers hooked themselves in the waistband of my jeans, slowly pulling them down. He continued to slowly kiss down my stomach to the top of my panties. While my jeans were thrown off, he forgot to take the black fabric with them.

His hands came back up and tugged them down my legs, now kissing up my leg to my area down below. His kisses became more slow the higher they got, feeling him smirk on my skin. He softly kissed my opening before kissing back up to my lips. "You're such a tease." I whispered in between kisses, feeling him smirk again. "I know."

/smut scene over\

I looked in front of me to see his door. My hand was raised up and just about to knock. "What the hell?" I whispered to myself. I dropped my hand back down and went back to my room. After that weird... thing... I just thought of, no way in hell I'm going in there. But thank god that wasn't real.

I opened my door and climbed right into the shower. I can't pull myself to think that I just thought of all that. He's my best friend for crying out loud! One wrong move like that again, there will be no more best friends.

I got dressed in pj's then climbed into bed soon after, locking my door and staring up at the ceiling. I am completely frightened. I don't want anything like that to happen in real life ever. At least not with him. No chance in hell it would be him. I quickly picked up my phone and called up Nicki, haring her answer after a few rings.

"I really need to talk to you."