Not Forever// Jinkook ✔

liking (14)

Seokjin hyung, i like him. There is no doubt in that but my love for him is not just till friendship. I have idea that he has kissed me, he is my first kiss btw. But then again how do I know that I like him. It's not been so long but the impact he has had on me is immense. He makes me so happy, his laugh and his face lits up my day like no other can. Even if dad had scolded me before, after seeing Seokjin hyung at college I feel better.

He asked me yesterday if I could live with him, I have no idea how to answer his question but he didn't forced me to answer him right away. I know what happens when you live in with someone. I will give it a shot but right I have no idea if that's happening any time soon.

Currently I am on my way to get back home, hoseok hyung and yoongi hyung are best friends now I can say that. I know they have more then that but isn't it too fast like how do you know you like the certain person and then especially a man.

I don't really think that I would have guts to tell my parents that I like a man. I have no idea how my parents will react and my brother, no he will beat the shit out of me.

"Jungkook can I ask you if your debate is over with yourself, I have been looking at you since last 15 minutes but you are not even bothering to look at me once." Says Seokjin hyung.

"Oh hi hyung nothing much I was just thinking about my exams, they are gonna happen soon so I need to study for that."

"Lair"

"No absolutely no hyung I was just thinking about my exams nothing much, will you purchase the house at Jade? "

"It's a great place with every facilities around, my dad will take thr decision to buy the house. I don't have anything in my hand right now. I will move in where ever my dad purchases a place for me, he just wants me out of the current place I am living in."

I don't know what to answer, I think we don't have anything in common. His dad is sending him off, giving him a place to live but he is still not happy. Why?

"It's okay hyung, I am sure your dad will get you a good place". I reply.

"Also our exams are soon, so do you need any help. No doubt I don't attend much classes but I have great idea what's going on, so if you have any doubts or questions don't fear to ask me."

"Yeah hyung I was actually having some doubts in economics, I hate that topic so much. It was much easier in high school rather than now. "

"Sure kook, I will help you out. You can join me today at my place then I will teach whatever you find difficult. "

"Okay hyung, thankyou so much"

..
"Hello Mr.Kim I am Jeon Jungmin and I am up for your business. I have every knowledge about things you deal in so it will be my honor to work with you."

"Hi Jungmin, nice to meet you. I am sure you will help me out alot. You don't have to worry much about money, just do things swiftly and don't get caught."

"Also please call me Namjoon, I am younger than you. Mr. Kim sounds too official."

"Yes sure Namjoon"

"The first thing that you have to do is just get the basic work done, just transfer these drugs to a near by pub tonight and later you will get the payment. Be calm & collected, just act like you are one of the drunk people. You will find a lady there, she will help you out further."

"Okay I will get the work done, thankyou so much."

..
At Jin's place.

Jungkook pov

I am at hyung's place again and I feel weird? I don't know why but I should not get much closer to hyung but I like him what much can I do.

I ring the door bell and is I see a young girl, she must be hyung's sister.

"Hello I am Jungkook, nice to meet you" I bring my hand forward for handshake.

"Hi I am ejina, nice to meet you too oppa, are you here to meet my oppa?

And then he comes in looking so handsome, he left the college early as to spend some time home and now I realise what he meant, he wanted to play with his little sister.

"Hi Jungkook, oh so you now know each other?" He asks us.

I smile and reply, "Yes hyung your sister is really sweet, she welcomed me warmly.

" Oppa I am going out with driver oppa, I have piano class. I will meet you next week. Bye oppa."

"Bye eji, oppa will miss you".

"Bye" I reply shortly.

"Come have a sit jungkook, what would you like to eat. I have some donuts here and some ramen."

"Thanks hyung, donuts will be fine."

Hyung then comes back with some donuts and cooked cup ramen bowl in his hand.

"Hmm so how was your day? Did you learn well in the class? Take some"

I pick up the chocolate donut and it looks so delicious, "yes hyung today was great and I learned everything well."

"Very good now come on show me what doubts you had I will help you out and don't be shy to have some fruits here." He points at the fruit basket on the table.

15 minutes in and I am already tired, I have to say hyung has a big brain. He knows how to teach things in a manner where one can learn easily.

"Hmm so your first topic of Macro economics is done, it's just the introduction so it was easier. Did you understand it?"

"Yes hyung, you made it much more easier for me, thanks."

His knees are rubbing onto mine and we are sitting quite closer to each other. Actually I come closer so that I could focus on the notes easily.
He is looking into my eyes and smiling. I have to admit he is so handsome, his eyes are shaped perfectly. He then puts his right hand on my thigh and I look down at his exposed neck. I know his eyes are on me, I can see him coming closer and his hand getting towards my inner thigh.

I see him, he is looking at my lips and I gulp.

"Jungkook can I kiss you?"

I see him and I gulp and then again close my eyes. I am just waiting what he will do.

He pulls my hand and put his other hand around my neck. He finally closes the gap between us by putting his soft lips around me, I get shy but kiss him back. He bits my lip and I ope n my mouth for him and he slides his tongue inside. He then pulls me towards and I keep my hands on his shoulders. Our kiss gets sloppier and it's getting hard for me to breather. I nudge his shoulders and get back on my place. I am breathing so heavily, this kiss was so much better than last time. I want to touch him and initiate things like he do, but I am scared. Well fuck it I want more.

I then come closer and sit on his lap, he smiles at me and looks at me intently, like I am some masterpiece shown in a museum.

"Hyung I like you alot."
I finally speak and smash my lips on his. I am feeling his hands on my thigh, he is massaging it. I put both of my hands on his face and kiss him like their is no tomorrow.

I pull back slowly and the string of saliva is still connecting us.

"Jungkook I like you alot too, I really like you. I see a younger me in you, don't get this wrong but I want you to come out if that shell you are in. I want you to be confident and powerfull. I am so proud of you that you are not like that guy on the first day of our college, scared. Thanks for confessing me first or else I would have started feeling wrong for kissing you."

"Thanks hyung, I am so happy that you like me too." I smile and get back on my place so that hyung can sit comfortably.

"Jungkook will you be my boyfriend?"

Hello.
Thanks for reading. Much love.
Kun