Not Forever// Jinkook ✔

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It's been a quite long time that I have met my love I miss him a lot of life has become more miserable after him after losing him where is he I can't find him looking back at the memories I think I was wrong I should have stayed away from him but now feel like everything is destined and so is our love I want to meet him but I can't find him where are you, my love.

I have no idea where jungkook is, since that day I was not able to meet him. I tried to reach his phone but nothing happened.
It's like all my hopes are lost.

"Seokjin I think you should report this to the police, you were almost killed by his brother and now this. Where is Jungkook? Even uncle doesn't let me come back home." Hoseok speaks as he is too upset by his brother's sudden disappearance.

"Hoseok you are dating Yoongi too but Jungkook's father never barged in, did you not tell them you are gay too?" Jin asks.

"Jin they are not my real relatives actually, it's just his father and my dad was business partners back then but then he shifted here to Seoul and of course I didn't feel like opening up to them about my sexuality with them. I even told Jungkook to not tell his parents but I guess he did and now they are being shit with him." Hoseok says.

Jin sighs," where do you use to live before? He must have gone there?"

Hoseok brightens up," oh wait yes, they have their own house near a village in Busan, they have their farm there. So I guess his parents must have taken him there.

After two days of hard work to find Jungkook's family farm address as Hoseok didn't seem to remember it as he too shifted to Gwangju later sometime when they were young.

Jin found the address and is finally determined that he will bring Jungkook back from there and move out with him somewhere safe for them.

Jin finally reaches the place where Jungkook's family lived and after asking villagers here and there they told that indeed Jeon family was back and living here.

This made Jin happy that finally after so much work he found his lover, at least he knows where he is.

Jin waits for a day and decides that he will later go to his house when nobody is there.

Next day

The morning was darker than normal, it was a rainy dull day and it made seokjin feel heavy as if the world was telling him to stop.

He walks by the tiny road in the village and a woman was passing by who seemed to notice Jin, respectfully Jin greeted the old lady.

"Are you going to the funeral, my child?"

Jin perplexed, "huh I don't know about that ajhumi but I am just visiting Jeons family, he replies feeling uncomfortable.

"I am sorry for that my child, you may go." The lady replies and goes away forward.

Jin looks back at her feeling weird and sensed out, he just wants to see Jungkook now.

The funeral music was playing near the deceased house and as Jin walked closer it was a familiar house.

It was Jungkook's house.

But everything came down collapsing when he saw Jungkook's photo and guests crying in the garden.

Jungkook was no more.
His lover was gone.

10 years later.

I remembered that he used to always ask me, "will you stay forever? Will you be there? And I always replied with a yes.

But he lied, he went away without even thinking about me, without even saying a word he went away.

I later found out that he killed himself and his body was found unconscious in his bedroom.

His suicide letter was there on my phone, he messaged me the night before.

I saw you Hyung I know you are here but I think I can't be with you anymore. Hyung I am broken and it's not my fault, it's my family who did this to me. My day brother, my brother tried to rape me that night when he tried to kill you. He forced himself on me. I am of no use anymore, my will to do anything for this family has gone now because it was never my will, they made me think that I need to work hard, I did Hyung but no one was ever happy with my success. I don't have any will to live anymore, I am tired.
I am so mean to do this to you. I am sorry Hyung. I lied to you, I didn't last forever. I wish to live alone with my family for 2 months would have been tolerable but I can't do this anymore.
I am going Hyung, I hope someday we be together.
Until we meet again.

Jungkook.

He wrote that to me at 1 am and I was never able to read it until later after 2 months.

My life is now just for the LGBTQ community. I want to help everyone who has faced challenges coming out to their parents or their parents reacting brutally with them, everyone in this world deserves to be loved. I don't want another Jungkook to be born and live a life under their families pressure.

The audience clapped as they all were teary-eyed after the man who had saved their lives was also one of them who faced it.

After 4 years Seokjin was able to tell everyone what happens with his lover.
And how his family was arrested and charged upon.

Though Seokjin lost his love he believed that someday he will meet Jungkook if not this life then next life will bring them together.

The End