The drive back home was difficult even after living alone without him I made no growth. I don't know what I am doing in life.
I feel, well I don't feel anything it's numb. 4 years have passed for me and 5 years without him. I remember how much I had isolated myself from everything.
5 years back
His parents were crying, his brother was standing with his head low and his little brother was nowhere I could see him.
I didn't let them see I was there so I stayed back at the place watching everything everyone. But I couldn't, I couldn't stand anymore my legs were trembling. The realisation sinking in slowly, he is gone.
Hyung you made me feel loved for the first time.
Everything started showing in front of me, every moment between us and I realised how few memories were there only.
I want back home driving as fast as I could not even caring, what do I have now? It all shattered. Why did he leave why didn't he wait? Was it this hard? Why couldn't I save him? What made him do this? What am I without him?
Without him?
..
Today I am driving to his grave it's been 5 five years since the day he left me.
I was standing next to him, I bent down to see him, his name written upon. I wipe the sand dust with the hem of my sleeves.
"Hey, Jungkook. How is it?" I ask?
I get a reply, when the winds blow hitting my face, winter was always so cold for me.
The day was similar, I remember everything from that day. The clouds were so dark, even today.
No one was there but I could feel a presence behind me. It was not Jungkook but a very similar person.
He smiled at me and
Shoot
The gun hit me on my chest. I lied back down over Jungkook's grave and started breathing for air.
The boy came over to me and smiled again.
My eyes closed the next second and I could see myself living in the past again. Playing with my baby sister who is now grown up, enjoying Sunday dinner night with my parents, partying with my friends some more vivid memories here and there and then I saw Jungkook. He smiled at me just when I was about to touch him, his body burst and millions of butterflies flew away from him.
My eyes opened, was this all a dream?
I looked around again and that boy spoke.
You will meet him again.
I blinked, my head started to weigh tons.
Please take care of him in his next life.
The voice was small but clear.
I nodded
Shoot!
Part II will be published soon
Until We Meet Again
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Not Forever// Jinkook ✔
Fanfiction"Thankyou hyung you made me feel loved for the first time". Jin and jungkook met each other at the University neither of them knew what they will get into. It was jungkook's first time to fell in love, will it last forever? A Jinkook book by @jinj...
