TRIGGER WARNING.
SUICIDAL/ HARM/It's been a month since that incident, only my mother doesn't know about it. She has no idea what is happening behind here back. I have not attended college since then. My father informed the university that my health is bad and I am suicidal.
Of course they believed him but the best thing that happened was that I was getting regular notes via school website.
Not everything is against me this time.I don't know where Seokjin hyung is. I guess he must be back from US now but I didn't saw him in the buildings.
I have no idea how my parents got to know about my relationship.I still feel blessed that I am alive after that incident.
"No appa it's not what it seems like." Jungkook tells his father who has a knife in his hands.
"You think I am stupid, your brother told me everything. You slept with a man, you faggot. Got a dick stick up in yourself, pathetic. Where was I wrong jungkook? How the fuck can you do this. You know I despise people who try to change the rule of nature. You have been his personal prostitute for how long? 1 year. I thought seokjin is a good person, he saved me that day. He also used to teach you at his apartment ohh i realise it now. You must be sucking his dick rather than studying." Mr. Jeon was angry with a knife in his hand pointing towards his son.
"Appa please put this down, I didn't do anything wrong I love him, he is really a good person you know that. Don't get angry I will stay away from him but don't do this." Jungkook cries while speaking.
"You will not attend college, you will stay here and cry. Your brother will work and you will not tell your mother about this." Mr. Jeon says and calms down a little bit.
"Appa you really think he just deserve this much punishment?" Jungsu asks.
"Of course not son, jungkook take this knife and cut yourself. Make as many wounds you can so that I can take you hospital and then I will tell your teachers you are suicidal. Hmm take this." Mr. Jeon shows him the sharp knife.
"Appa please don't do this. I am sorry I will stay away from h-
He could speak anything more when his brother punched him on his stomach again. He bleeds out blood. All he remembers that his brother cut his wrists atleast 10 times. He remembers the ambulance coming home and him at the hospital.
His class teacher was also came to meet Jungkook and told him to not do this again.
He also had a therapy for 2 weeks for his suicidal thought which he never had. He knows he wants to live but not like this. He want to live with his jin hyung....
Jin doesn't know where his jungkook is. All he knows that he attempted to kill himself when he was gone US.
He know it's fishy, Jungkook can't do this but the thing that is making him angry is why would all this happen?It's been a month since he saw his love. He came back after 2 weeks as he promised but then he got the news that his lover attempted to kill him.
Even hoseok was not allowed to meet him personally at the hospital. Everything seemed very suspicious.
Jin walks back to the same apartment complex where his lover lives in the basement apartment and tries to see if he can find anyone.
"Oh what are you doing Jin Hyung?" Kevin ask, he also got the admission to the college and now is trying his best to make his way to jin's heart.
"Nothing" Jin answers coldly.
"Ohh hyung you seem super tired nowadays I think something bad happened." Kevin answers coming closer to Jin.
"Stay where you are Kevin, don't bother me." Jin answers.
...
It's night time and it's the only time when jungkook can go out and feel better. His father and brothers are sleeping peacefully so he has no worries about getting caught.
He sees Jin's car parked outside and feels his heart beating super fast. He wants to meet him again. He knows he is back but he is scared if his family will see them together.
And then
He sees Jin walking out alone, he looks tired and he is coming towards the park jungkook is sitting at.
And then they make eye contact.
Jin is shock to see him back, to able to see his lover again.
He runs towards him and hugs him tightly.
"Where were you kook?" Jin asks as he rubs his back, holding him tightly.
"Hyung I missed you so much everything is out of space now, please don't leave me." Jungkook speaks as he cries.
"No kook never, why did you tried to kill yourself? Did your father told you to do so? Huh what is happening? Why have you not attended the college. Hoseok told me everything. What is happening?" Jin asks as he pulls him away to make eye contact.
"My father know about us." Kook speaks
"So he is not sending you college? Jungkook I will take you away from here but why the hell did you ended up at the hospital for 3 weeks? They did something right?" Jin asks holding onto jungkook tightly.
"Yes hyung they beated me a lot and hyung cut my wrists so it looked that I tried to kill myself. Jin hyung I am scared."
Jin pulls jungkook in his embrace, "calm down my baby, I am here now. I am sorry that I left you alone before. Don't worry nothing bad will happen now."
"JUNGKOOK"
"AND YOU FAGGOT STAY AWAY FROM HIM YOU FUCKED UP HIS BRAIN AND HIM RIGHT. PATHETIC"
Jungsu says while holding onto a metal rode in his hands.
Hi everyone or no one?
Well I have no idea how to continue this story before I had planned alot about this but now I can't feel like writing...
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