Whatever

Drunk night

Late on a night i was being depressed feeling worthless in this cruel world, especially after me got fired from work
I have been drinking lately, nonstop lately i have received many calls messages from everyone like everyone, such as my bf who's the best thing to happen in my life
But...
I can't continue I wanna be gone

Authors POV:
Later from her being in living room surrounded by many alcohol bottles, some empty some full
And her lifeless body resting to sofa w half empty bottle in her hand
It irritates her how she can't see that she's enough or perfect
Makes her upset why some treat her low

It's 12 am was my best timing to tell him nd we make a wish
She thought nd drank good sip

*knock on the door*
Who could it be at this late hour
Thought to herself
I got up aching limping towards the door to look who is it
Without thinking who could it be she opened the door
"Hey-"
She looks taken back at him but it fades away w hurt nd left him walking back to her couch nd drinking along
"Take a seat or leave"
It hurted him to see her like this broke nd in pain
"I will take a seat"
"Whatever" she rolled her eyes nd sat down back drinking
"Can you stop with drinking "
He said it to her in harsh worried voice
She looked at him w glare, "listen you" up from her sitting position to him "sit down nd be quiet" taking closer moves "or just FUCKING-" he cut her off w pulling her into a kiss nd a hug
Started to kiss her gently yet softly
God how i missed her, she doesn't knows it but i do
I tried to do everything for her nd i will keep trying to do everything for her if it's meant to have her in my life
"Never" kisses "Gonna" kiss "Leave" kiss "You" kiss her deeply nd with passion
She kissed him back w tears not stopping
She looked like a big mess
But she always looked so perfect in his eyes

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02:09 in morning
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