Whatever

One day

That one day where you all me might be standing next to my grave crying, the day where you gonna realize that m not with any of you anymore.
Which I don't think anybody cares, if someone do, you'll forget me sooner or later and that day you'll realize that there is no more who gonna act dumb, stupid, funny, childish, caring, person
The day where you might feel sorry for calling me names
The day where you well feel regretting every bad thought word you had for me, and it's okay, you're forgiven, me well rot under the ground and you'll continue, I'll watch you with my soul and you'll keep going

No matter how many times you got mad sad angry at me I still loved you ... but the time have came up, it's not me who killed myself, i only wished for it
It's okay that you couldn't help me because i didn't let you, it's okay that you had other things while me falling apart nd not able to think properly of what am feeling, when I said m tired all you did, i know how you feel, it's okay, it'll be alright soon.

Well here it's alright completely i am no longer w you
No longer here to annoy you
No longer here to bother you
No longer here to care for you
No longer here to love you
No longer here to show you my stupidity
No longer here to make you feel saved
Nope none of it well happen , because am gone

I tried not to give up nd i gave up nd got up again to continue again and again, i did it with pride, but i have pushed you all out of my life while i was suffering cause i know clearly there is no one out there to help me, you offered me help but it's not that help I waited for, i hope you will find your new person after my pass away, when you do my soul well be happy for you and proud that you made it
Thank you for everything you have done to
me

Thank you all for reading
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9:11 pm