Whatever

Hurt

I have been ignoring these thoughts for to long and am really afraid that i will lose my mind

Everything just hurts me, nothing making me calm down

I hate it
Maybe I have to kill myself it'll make things better

Memory loss would make it better too

I don't wish not meeting you dat day
I hope you'll lose me from your life soon
Thank you for everything you did for me
I will be gone soon i promise not left that much

Message that i will leave it for you here but you will never see it
Are we still in love?
Do you even still got feelings for me? I wish this is a lie what i got in mind, but maybe you got someone else, it's okay, maybe I shouldn't have been in your life when I started to feel this all I really don't know
When i saw you today with your friends you where more like idk talkative nd happy with them i hope they make you more happy than i do, as long as you are happy I won't bother you.
I just don't wanna feel like this

You told me to come to you when m hurt i did nd still did it but it hurted me how you come back at me like it was not like this before

You're really sweet poison
But know the day you'll lose me from how you've been with me you will understand it nd i will never come back again to your life, i will stay out nd wish you for best.

I maybe not ready yet for taking accepting the truth
Because i am still hoping for change
For it be a false

I will stay till the time comes up
I will not do anything nd let the time life universe show me
If we are meant to be together then we are
If not then not
I love you
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You maybe don't care
It's okay
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I understand
Not first time
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