Whatever

Night

Authors POV:
She couldn't do it anymore and went to her bestie roommate, breaking down in front of him, telling him all her hurt and confusion she experienced in day before it turning to night, while explaining her hurt she felt so calm and at peace inside that didn't cared anymore how anything would turn out to her!

"I feel so wrong telling my guy best friend and not telling my boyfriend about what am going through " she thought to herself.

While ignoring the wrong feeling and trying her best to calm down with him and eventually it happened, the moment she started to realize that it's all toxic for her if she keep continuing forward in her relationship with her boyfriend, even tho
"is it my problem that whenever i come to him i feel the energy, attention, caring feeling is fading? Or am i wrong here I really can't explain what am feeling towards him but all i can think about is that, am starting to notice many things, but i just ignore it"

Her POV:
Looking at him makes me smile so soft for him, the way he showed himself to me and the way he be in his life makes me feel like lucky girl to have him as my guy best friend, tho i wish if he was mine, it's wrong to have this idea in mind but i care less about it.
All what matters to me now is him, i have been coming to him every time i find myself crying, or low...

and i really like it that he understands me, we almost went in same pain.

*hours later*
After talking with him about all my pain i looked at my phone it's 3:28 in morning "fuck am so sorry to keep you u-" he put his hand over my mouth as sign to not talk more, he looked at me w disappointment,

"haven't i told you to, never ever be sorry?"
Feeling his palm caress my side face makes me feel happy, i nodded at him, "then don't be" and pulled me into a hug, "that's okay, i love you" , god am going crazy with my feelings for this guy, "i have early wake up, so you do too, right?" He asked me and i got up saying,

"yes, sorry again" smiled at him and turned over to leave, but there he pulled me down back to him, "no you're not leaving let's sleep together and wake up together "

"Remember this day" he said to me "if we happen to be together i have to tell you something" we said in same time, laughed
And like that we fell asleep.

4:40am
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