Whatever

Calm lost

Her POV:
Whenever I spend the time with my love, i feel like i be in most safest place on this world it's like comparable with my mother but different yet I don't if it's the same anymore

When I spend time with him I feel like he is mine yet I remember i am already in a relationship

When I spend time with her is so different than spending time with my besti girl, i feel more physical contact with her while with my besti a mental soul contact

I just don't wanna know or understand what's happening with me lately
After being in love for good time it comes to new things that makes me confused
I can't cheat cause it's bad to do and i am not raised like that

I be so lost in happiness when i spend my day, times with them

Authors POV:
You know that feeling when you be in relationship and you get feelings for other person but you know that you have to kill those new feelings fir that person
Even tho you had these feelings for him before getting in relationship
That you think as they say "you love fall for somebody else to cover the hurting fact that you can't be w em"
And when you come at the end of the day nd get all happy for no reason then you go to its root nd remember that you are smiling because of that person and go hurt because they are not yours cause you're w someone else that you also love but it feels like it's fading away that you be in your place lost with who you wanna be... yet you get other newest feelings for new person other than first nd second amd so you get more lost that it just makes you wanna be gone for awhile and wish if you didn't even met those three people.

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