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Confused

Authors pov:
She was laying in her dark cold room with many thoughts feelings running through her mind, making her confused hurt, that made her cry.

Asking herself "what did i do wrong?" "Why I gotta be always hurt?" "Why everyone considers me as a child?". Making her cry harder, feeling worthless in this life yet pathetic in someone's opinion nd desperate too.

Her pov:
I wonder if anybody ever cared how i feel
No body cares how you feel
I already feel dumb stupid and childish, of how many peaple telling me you're childish
You're stupid
You're dumb
I started to believe it... i got offended from this it hurts bad
If how they say i am, then why are they still with me? Why no body leaving me alone?
Am stupid childish, person like me is no good in anybody's life.

Nobody's pov:
I really don't know if i should continue...
It's just all is over I don't want to know anything more

Some tell me be yourself and when i do, someone comes and tell me it's weird
I be how they want, and someone says be yourself.
Like stop, it's not you to tell me.
Not you to choose for me

It's really confusing why some care and some don't or when one person cares yet doesn't

I just wanna fucking cry
No help
No point
No motivation
No nothing
What's the point of me being here?

Thank you for reading
260821
5:38 pm