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Oh My Allah, I think I like him.

its been a long since i feel this way

a feel that dominated my mind

interrupted my actions

controlled my words.

a smile that make me smile

the words that make me

want to jump to the star

the same hobby that we share together

the charisma that caught my eyes

the ilm' in your head

all these things make me want to

keep you for myself.

if we are meant to be

but

he was never to be mine from the start

and yes

i know it.

but still-

this feel never go away.

never fade.

looking him smile

for another girl

break me into pieces

and yes,

he was never to be mine from the start

and i noticed that.

i hope looking you happy will make me happy too

although we are not meant to be together

and yes

he was never to be mine from the start

and i realised that.

"if it meant to be, it will be. Trust Allah's decision."

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