My mate, my love, my enemy.

Chapter 8

When we get to the spot we all spread out me, Ashton, Leona are in the middle. I can smell them before I can see them, he brought at least 250 people with him. Oh God we are going to be slaughtered if I don't win. I look on both sides of my little pack they are all scared I know it I can see it on their faces. My mate steps forward I do the same, Ashton also steps forward. My mate growls at him, I mind link Ashton to stay here that I need to do this on my own. He nods his head and steps back. Leona gives me a hug, she is crying. My mate and I walk towards each other. "Good morning mate." I cringe I know my pack heard him. "Look are we going to fight or not?" "You do know if either one of us dies we slowly lose our humanity and become full wolves right?" Our human side diemfrom heart break. I have heard of this if the pair are fully mated, never have I heard this happening if the pair a're not mated yet. "YOU LIE! I yell. "Fine don't believe me, but can I ask you a question before we fight?" He asks me. "What is it?. Feeling very agitated. "Why don't you want me for a mate?" I don't know how to answer him. "Let's just say my moms mate ruined my way of thinking." "I am not your father, I won the fight for alpha. He submitted to me and he still tries to attack me when my back was turned. I had no intentions of killing him. But he was a ruthless ruler, he was cold, had no emotions, no feelings.

The pack needed a leader who put the pack before himself. I watched him murder my parents when I was 5 years old. My father was the alpha of the moon light pack. I vowed to seek revenge, but I knew I am not a cold blooded killer. I had no choice but to kill him." I knew he was telling the truth. I was torn I don't know what to do now. "Will you meet me tomorrow here so we can talk some more?" He asks me.

I just nod my head and walk back to my pack. Leona opens her arms out to me I go to her. We all walk back to the house, nobody says anything. All I want to do it sleep. I plop down on the couch and lay down. Leo lifts my feet up and sits down. We fall asleep like that. I wake up to someone whispering my name. "Kaibella, wake up." I open my eyes and see that's it's Ashton. "What?" "Your my cousin, one of my best friends. I tell you everything, so why didn't you tell me J.T was your mate?" huh.... Who is J.T.... Ashton must have known what I was thinking because he says "J.T your mate, what you didn't ask him his name?" He starts laughing. "Oh Kaibella your so forgetful. So what do you plan on doing?" "I don't know, I can't resist him or I'll die, can't kill him or my human side dies. Ugh it's so frustrating. I don't know, maybe I can do what my mom did let him mate me and leave." "No you can't live like that your mom is so lonely do you really want to live like that. Don't get me wrong your mom is strong, and because your parents bond wasn't strong, your mom hasn't died of a broken heart. She felt him die and i'm sure it hurt a lot. But you can't live like that I won't let you!" "Thanks Ashton but I want to be alone right now." "Ok but please don't do anything drastic." I get up and go for a walk.