Her Hidden Pain

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Hey .. I am devika here, going to share you such feelings which is definitely not only mine but it's a general feeling of each and every those women who works hard in kitchen, do their household chores daily and gets nothing but disappointments.

After spending a lots of time and energy in kitchen cooking dishes for everyone.. We get nothing but just only taunts and disappointed faces. What else we don't do? We cook for all, cleans the floor, wash utensils and brooming kitchen is like everytime unsatisfactory. Like jitna bhi kitchen saaf karo.. Kam hi lagega. Ek waqt ka khana banane me bhi aise halat hoti h ki mano jaan hi nikal gayi ho garmi se.

Aur jab khana banke plate me serve hota hai to khane k pehle hi dekhke bolte hai ki "ye kya banaya hai aisa!!? Dursa sabji nai tha? Dusre tarike se bana deti? " Matlab ab unke liye har bar alag alag hi banaye? Sabke pasand ka karte rahenge to ham aram kab karenge.

Jab din bhar kaam kare to raat ko dinner banane ka man nai karta.. Par kya karey? Khana banana to padega hi na? Warna khayenge kya.. Daat bhi hamey hi to sunna hai na. Bas daat daat daat hi suna do.. Hamara to koi feelings hi nai hai jaise.

Almost har bar complain, no appreciation, almost no attention and they expect us to talk to them nicely, to smile, to laugh.. And just open up with our feelings. But it's very difficult to smile when your heart is filled up with thousands of unsaid words.

Ya if u guys are interested in sharing your views.. Many of you will say that keep going.. Try to smile.. Do what makes you happy. But is it really so easy? I feel so silent.. So lonely as if I m alone in this world. In order to make everyone happy..

I LOST MYSELF

I know many of you don't like to give comments and most of my readers are silent.. Plz share your views.. Plz give me ways to smile.. To be happy. I feel so silent everytime.

Don't know how other women are staying happy with all this.. Plz  it will be great if u help me out through my hard times...

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