L-O-V-E

Spilling the truth all over myself and him

I stayed quiet for a while more and played with the grass and I knew he was looking at me. I know that i would have to either be quiet and not say anything for say everything, i chose to say everything even though it was long and i didnt really know this guy. After a while i got the curage to answer his question if me and Makenzie had a friend ship before. I studered for a while trying to find the word to start off the long story. The word was hurt, that was the word i started the story off with.

"Hurt. Hurt was the thing that ended the friend ship that we once had. Yes we did have a friend ship before, in matter in fact it was for than a friend ship, it was more like we were sisters. We were friends since i would remember. We did everything together and i mean everything. We told everything to eachother and we trused eachother with our lifes." I said as i played with the grass. I was quiet for a while then he spoke;

"What about hurt? What is that suppose to mean and why did it end you guys?" he asked very curiously. I had to think on how to answer his question about what hurt was. It took me a while and I knew that because the deep sigh that came out of him. I finnaly came out with the answer of what hurt ment was.

"Hurt was the thing that broke me and her away from eachother. It was hurt that she felt becuase I was friends with her "boy toy" and he spent more time with me than with her. It was hurt that i felt that she thought i liked him and that she thought i went behind her back and cheated with him. It was hurt that broke us, it was a dumb hurt yet it is the truth. Getting hurt for the wrong things with the dumbest resons. Being hurt and getting hurt was the thing that broke us away from eachother. It was hurt that makes her hate me and makes me hate her."

That was my answer to him on what hurt was. I felt the tears running filling my eyes and a few rolling down my face. I finally had the curage to look at him after the first few tears rolled down my face. He was just looking at me with a look in his eyes that was unexplaneble. The look kinda looked like he was trying to take everything in that was just said to him.

After a while of silence I felt his hand grab mines that was on the grass besides me. In my head all i could think was;

OMG this hot new kid is holding my hand. How is this even possible, this guy who is like heaven in a bottle holding my hand. OMG. OMG. OMG. What do i do? Okay Hayden just breath and hold his hand back dont be so weird about this. OMG are you high dont do that, thats weird dont be a freak. OMG just do what you first told yourself dont be such a little bitch just hold his hand and dont be weird. HOLD HIS HAND!

After i gave myself that small pep-talk i just went for it. I held his hand back. When he reliased that i opened my hand he intertwined my fingers with his. His hands were bigger than mines and they were soft, not a girly soft bu tsoft as in i could hold you hand all day long kind of soft. I honestly thought i would hold his hand for the rest of my life, it was like i was in heaven. I was touching heaven and his name is Hurly. After a while of just holding hands i slowly moved twords him and i leaned into his shoulder. He was warm and he made me feel warm on the inside. When i leanded on him we let our hands free from eachother and he put his arm around me and pulled me in. I would feel him breathing on thet top of my head, his breaths were warm. When he put his arm around me i felt a smile grow across my face, all i could think was "i hope he couldnt see it."