Maya and Carina

"Let you go" - part 2

-A day after-.
(The night before Mer, Amelia and Jo slept with her because they saw she wasn't ok)
Morning:
-carina looking at a picture of them and suddenly throwing it on the wall and
screaming-.
-they're waking up and running to her-
"Hey.. hey".
C: " it's pointless!! She's never going to wake up!!". Jo: "hey you don't know that and for now she's still here".
C: "that's the thing!! She's not! I'm talking to a dead person! I need to HEAR her! I need to FEEL her! and I don't know if she's ever hearing me!! I can't do this anymore.."
FLASHBACK-
-carina is cooking and maya comes with a camera and filming her-.
C: "what are you doing?".
M: "filming my gorgeous Italian girlfriend off course, so carina de luca tell me, what are you cooking us for today?".
C: "well today I'm making us spaghetti".
M: "that's smells amazing".
C: "Here, taste it". (Like In they're scenes 😏)
-putting her camera on the table-
C: "How is it?".
M: "a minute here , I'm delighting it! It's so good, I think I didn't got the exact taste, let me taste again". C: "you will wait until it will be ready".
M:"damn it".
-smiling at each other-
C: "hey Maya, do you ever think about the future?". M: "with you? Always.."
-holding her hand-
-carina smiles at her-
M:"what do you see? When you think about the future?".
C:"all I can see is you, us making a family together and you?".
M: "I want to make a family with you, build a home, kids, I WANT IT ALL!".
-carina moving her hair behind her ear-
-kissing her- "I LOVE YOU".
#END#
Going out of the house and going to the hospital to maya -
C: "Why? Tell me why?! Why did you have to put someone else's life before yours and risk yourself like that?! You knew it was going to collapse!! You knew it but you did it anyway!
You knew I'm waiting for you , you knew I need you, We were building something together! We had plans!
We talked about the future! than why to risk it all?
And now? Now I don't even know if you'll stay alive to do that, or maby just stay like this forever?
I hate you! I HATE YOU MAYA! I hate you for leaving me! I can't leave like that anymore, when a part of me is shut down
-stopping for a moment-
Screaming:"I HATE YOUU!!!"
-burst in tears , setting and put her head on her-
-Raises her head a little and holding her hand-
"I love you bambina! But I know you're suffering there, and I don't want you to suffer..
You collapsed 8 times this month! Maybe it's just my time to let you go? But I don't want to let you go! But I don't want you to suffer either, so what do i do? (Saying while the tears keep falling)
-crying until she's falling asleep hugging her-.