Maya and Carina

"Let you go" - (part 1)

-carina waking up touching the pillow next to her and than gets up and holding a picture of her and Maya's-
"I miss you bambina".
-going to the hospital-
"Ciao amore mio, I miss you.. so much! -starting to cry- I miss hearing your voice, Your hugs, holding you in my arms, I miss it all! So maybe wake up? Even for a little hug and than you can come back and rest here, but I just need one hug or one word, or just seeing your eyes, your beautiful.. beautiful eyes.."
"So I'm here waiting for you and I will never stop , i will wait for you every day and every night , I'll wait until you decide to wake up okay?". -Moves her hair back- ״I love you maya"
-having a seizure and lose pulse -
"Maya?! Maya no!!".
-Presses the alarm- "CODE BLUE!!".
-Injecting her something and start compression- "Maya it's not time yet, COME ON! You can't leave me!".
-Meredith and Bailey coming-
Bailey: "i will switch you".
-switching with her-.
M:"Someone take dr deluca out of here please". C:"what? No!".
-getting her out and after a few minutes she see from the window she Stabilized״.
"Oh thank god". -gtting in-.
Mer: "she stable for now.." C:"It's the second time this week.."
Mer:"It can be a good sign".
C:"And it can be a bad one".
-later at night-.
Callie: "hey, you're going home ?".
C: "Home?" Callie: "yeah.. are you ok?".
C:"yeah just.. nothing, um.. no I'm staying here tonight".
Callie: "you stay here almost every night.. you should go home".
C:"but it's not home anymore".
-going to sleep with maya-
-morning-
Jo: "hey, we're going to Meredith house tonight! Your coming!".
C: "a.." Jo: "YOUR COMING!". C: "I will come!"
-night-
Mer: "ok Carina I left you the cooking stuff".
C: "I thought i came here as a guest!".
Mer: " a cooking guest!".
-laughing-
C: "but you're doing the dishes".
Mer : " Jo actually volunteered for that".
Jo : "no I didn't". Mer: "well I remember something else".
Jo : "We all know that remembering is not your strong suit". Mer: "that was.." Jo: ״too much?".
Mer : "actually pretty funny, I liked it but anyway your doing the dishes".
-a month later -
-the parents of the patient that died to Carina Announce they want to sue her -
-It brings her back to her last night with Maya-
**flashback**
"It will be okay, I promise! And I'm here for you, Always" -Carina hugging her-
**
Jo: "hey.. how are you.. I heard about the.."
C: "yeah.. I'm, I'm fine".
Jo: "are you sure?". -putting her hand on her and carina moving her away- "IM FINE!".
C: I'm.. I'm so sorry I really didn't mean to.."
Jo: "hey it's ok.. it's going to be ok it completely wasn't your fault!".
C: "it's not going to be ok!!!". -tears are falling from her eyes-. "The only one I believe her when she's says that it's not here.. and I need her to tell me it's going to be alright, and I need her to make me laugh and be here for me like she always have! I only need her to look at me, that look that says that everything it going to be just fine, and that behind the clouds the sky is always blue".
#FLASHBACK#
-Maya and carina are lying in bed and laughing-
C: "stop it!".
M: "give me your nose!".
M: "I'm not letting you put marshmallow in my nose maya!".
M: "just one! I want to see if it can get in there because you're nose is so small!".
C: "no maya!".
M: "ok fine fine".
C: "good!"
M: "just one!". ^saying as she's trying to put it in her nose^ M:״it doesn't even get in".
C: "you fooled me!". M:"ofc i fooled you, I still can't believe it doesn't get in I brought the smallest marshmallow I could find, next time i will bring the mini marshmallow".
C: "no you won't ". M:"off course i wont!".
C: "you will don't you?". M: "off course i will I have to check this out". -laughing and kissing-.
C: "I love you silly". M:"I love you more".
#END#
-A day after-.