Maya and Carina

"I want to live"

-the next day-
-Carina passing by Maya's house and seeing her with some woman in the yard-
C:"who is that woman? Turn around lady so I can see your face!!
Who is she? Why is she with my Maya?
Oh what? Get your hand off of her!!
They are laughing?! Why are they laughing?! The woman needs to go to work let her go already!! Oh good.. yes Maya go away from her.. bye bye lady".
Maya pov later on that day:
We brought to grey sloan a patient, and every time we do all I can do is search for her, for Carina, and that's what I did today.
-Travis and Maya getting to grey sloan with a patient and Maya seeing Carina standing there, laughing with Arizona-
-Amelia seeing Maya after they took the patient as she's standing there looking at Carina-
A:"Maya!".
-Carina hearing her name and her look immediately turn to Maya-.
-Maya looks at Amelia-
M:"hey!!". -hugging-.
A:"how are you?." M:"I'm.. good.. Kara came here yesterday"
Carina:"the woman was Kara..." (thinking to herself)
A:"Kara? Really?" M:"yeah.. I've missed her".
-looking to the side to see Carina and seeing she's looking at her-
A:"Can you stay? Maybe we'll drink coffee or something".
M:"I'm sorry but I can't, another time though!".
-hugging her and going-.
-while she and Travis are driving-
M:"have you seen her?, you think they are together?.. I mean if they are I should be happy for her right? I should! But... I can't, I'm angry and I'm jealous and I shouldn't be! She's not my girlfriend anymore ..
I am happy that she's happy but.. I just want her to be happy with me.. not with this..
blonde ".
T:"you know you're also blonde right?".
M:"hey! I know that!".
T:"look.. you are also going to be happy, you'll see! And you have me! What else do you need when you have me?".
M:"yeah.. silly me! You are all i need".
-laughing-.
-next day Carina is going to her patient-
C:"good morning megan , how is your stomach?".
M:"heart a bit, but totally fine".
C:"good, good.. we're gonna make a quick ultrasound.."
-making the ultrasound-
C:"Megan.. I was aware to all the procedures you went through this past few months to get pregnant, can I ask you something a bit rude?".
M:"go for it".
C:"weren't you afraid? Bringing a child to this world ? With COVID? When people and babies are dying every day?".
M:"no! Off course not! We need to live our lives, what is it worth living if your actually not living at all..? I won't bring a baby because I'm afraid his gonna die? No! Without COVID there are so many babys dying why didn't you ask it then? Because now everyone is in panic and I can understand that, it terrifying but they should live! Because that's the thing that heals you the most, what's the point of surviving if you're actually dying inside?".
C:"Megan.. I'm so sorry I'll call dr montgomery to check you, I.. I have to go".
-going out running-
Meredith:"where are you going?"
C:"HOME".
-going to Maya's-
-knocking on the door and Maya is opening-
M:"C..carina".
C:I want to live!".
M:"what?".
C:"I want babies, I want us, I want a family, a huge family! Where we never alone!
I'm choosing to LIVE with you.. and our little, beautiful babies.. instead of dying without you".
M:"w.. what"
C:"just.. shut up and kiss me".
-kissing-
-going to bed-
-hour later-
-laying in bed looking at each other-.
M:"I was never this happy before".
C:"you know.. I never understood what it means to feel at home with someone.. but I feel like home with you".
M:"promise me you'll let go".
C:"I promise, what about you?.."
M:"I promise".
Kara:"yeah I knew you won't survive with out each other, Harera ows me twenty".
M:"kara!!! Have you ever heard of knocking?!".
K:"I'll consider it next time!".
-throwing a pillow at her-
M:"get out!!".
K:"hey!! I'm your little sister ".
M:"yeah that's why I'm allowed to do that".