Maya and Carina

"Can we love others?"

M:"hey! Are you ok? What happened?".
C:"Maya and I broke up!".
-yelling amd tears falling from her eyes-.
-putting her hands on her face while shes Leaning against the wall and ״sliding״ on it until she reaches a sitting position-
C:"I can't I can't I can't!!"
M:"w.. what happened?".
C:"you know.. when you love a person so much, sometimes you need to know when it's time to let go, so i let her go, because I love her .. I couldn't see her suffering anymore! You know what it is to hear the person you love most cry at night? And you can't do a single thing about it ! , to see her looking at a baby with those beautiful puppy blue eyes and you know you can't give it to her,  you can't give her what she wants most, so i.. i had to leave her!".
-hugging her tight-.
"I'm so sorry carina".
C:"what am I going to do with out her?".
M:"it's going to be ok, hard at first, but with the time you'll let other people get in your heart".
-carina gets up amd wiping her tears-
C:"Thank you". M:"any time".
-Maya is just coming woth a patient-
"Male, 33, abdomen wounds״.
-they take the patient from her while she see carina -
-Maya and Carina looking at each other frozen as if their eyes talked-.
-Hughes moving Maya-
H:"hey! Come we need to go there's a fire ".
M:"wa.. yeah, yeah I'm coming".
-taking a last look on carina and going-.
-carina whispering to herself:"be safe".
-3 weeks later-
Carina pov:
-laying in bed at night-
It's been almost a month already and nothing has changed, how is it possible that I can feel the same feeling I felt a month ago in every inch of my body and it's only getting worst?
How is it that I only miss her more and more?
How is it I still look for her every time I open my eyes?
How is it that sometimes i go home instead of my house?
How is it I cant stop thinking about her?
And I need to forget! Because I cant handle this pain, this pain that is in every inch of my body and doesn't go away, but how can I forget everything? Because she is everything.
Maybe I should just move on and than some of this pain will go away..
-day later-.
-working with Arizona all day-
-Arizona and carina are talking alone in the room-.
-Carina getting close to kiss her-.
A:"hey.. I know you're a mess right now with Maya and all, dont do something you will regret later".
C:"I won't! I need to move on".
A:"are u sure?".
C:"yes".
-kissing her and stopping immediately-
C:"I'm sorry I don't know what's wrong with me.. I just can't".
A:"hey.. it's okay".
-putting her hand on her back-
C:"why?". A:"what?".
C:"why I can't kiss you? Why can't I move on?"
A:"you loved her, you didn't broke up because something bad happened, you love each other and you broke up because you loved each other that much that you knew when to let go and that's what making it harder to let go".
C:"thank you, I'm sorry". - C A putting her hand on her leg-
A:"hey it's okay".
-hugging-
Maya pov:
I don't know what to do, I don't remember how to live without her..
And every time I think I'm going to break I have her voice in my head telling me to breathe,
Some time I think if it's worth it, kids, if I'll ever meet someone that I'll even want to have kids with except from her..
-someone is knocking on the door-
-opening the door-
M:"Kara!"
(Kara from supergirl, melissa benoist) -hugging her-
M:"I missed you!".
K:"and I missed you".
M:"what are you doing here?".
K:"well.. you and Carina broke up I thought you might need someone to be with you".
M:we broke up a month ago".
K:"I know but I could only come now.. so are you gonna let me in or what?".
M:"yeah yeah come in!".
-coming in-.
M:"you brought a big suitcase".
K:"well yeah.. i came all the way so I thought I would stay a little while if you won't mind off course".
M:"you can be here as much as you want".
K:"I love you, I missed you so much sunshine".
M:"missed you too little one". -hugging-.
K:"so tell me everything because the internet is sucks I could barely hear you on the phone".
M:"ok but first of all.."
together:"food!".
-smiling at each other and laughing-