Maya and Carina

"Hug me for a little more while"

C:"I love you.. so much I'm not ready to ruin it.. not yet.. just a little more time with you and than".
-morning-
C:"good morning sunshine". -Maya Stretches-
M:"ayyy good morning....... Omg it's 09:00 ?!"
C:"yeah". M:I'm late! So late!".
-getting up and dressing real quick-
C:"So we won't eat pancakes?"
M:"not today hun I'm sorry"
-saying and giving her a little kiss while she's closing her pants-
"I really have to go I'll brush my teeth at the station, bye love you".
C:"bye have a... good day".
-ater a few hours carina also going to work and Maya FaceTime her-
M:"hey!! How's work?". C:"um..good".
M:""what are you doing?".
C:"I'm watching after a baby that just born"
-the baby starting to cry-
M:"ohh show it to me!! Show me!!".
C:"what? No maya".
M:"come on!! Show me". -showing her-
M:"Aww his so adorable , and so little can you imagine.." C:"Maya I'm sorry but I have to go now I'll call you later". -hanging up-
-Maya calling her again after an hour-
M:"hey what was that before?". C:"what do you mean?". M:"you acted weird".
C:"Maya.. i had an emergency call I really had to go". M:"ho.. I'm sorry". C:"no.. it's ok".
M:"hey.. I know it's hard now.. with the virus, and the people and babies that are dying , I know you're trying to look tough but.. I'm here".
-carina have tears in her eyes-.
M:"hey.. do you want me to come?".
C:"no..no.. I'm fine really, I just.. I love you.. you know?".
M:"I love you more".
C:"thank you for everything".
M:"hey.. are you okay?".
C:"yeah.. I'm just.. being emotional".
M:"I'm here for you, ALWAYS".
C:"ALWAYS".
-hanging up-
-doesn't see each other for 2 days because of work and than Maya is coming Home-
-going to carina and hugging her-
M:"Oh I've missed you..and your smell.."
-looking at her- M:"carina.. are you okay? What's wrong?".
C:"I need to tell you something but can you hug me for just a little more while".
-hugging her a long hug than they kiss each other-
M:"what is it?".
C:"Maya.. i.. I don't wanna have kids".
M:"w.. what do you mean?".
C:"I'm sorry".
M:"b..but what do you mean? You.. WE wanted to have kids... make a family we talked about this".
C:"I know.. but with everything that's going on, and everything that happened, what happened to you, I realized I don't wanna have kids.. not to this world, where his mom could die any second, and with everything that is happening , he can die every second I just.. cant". M:"I just.. I don't understand".
C:"I'm sorry Maya but I just.. Can't".
M:"o..okay".
C:"I know you want a child more than anything.. I'm so sorry maya".
M:"it's.. it's ok".
-hugging her and they both starting to cry really hard and holding each other , than they look at each other's eyes and kiss-.
C:"I love you.. SO MUCH".
M:"I don't want to leave you".
C:"I know I don't want to either".
-going to sleep while each of them is crying quite on her side of the bed-
-mean time Carina moved to an hotel and 3 day's after Maya is coming to her-
-opening the door-.
C:"Maya.." M:"I can't live without you! I dont want to! I can't live without you by my side, I LOVE YOU WITH EVERY *EANCH* IN MY BODY". (Crying)
-getting in-
C:"Maya all i can offer you is me".
M:"and you're enough".
-kissing-
-few days later-
-in the kitchen-
C:״ Will you set the table? I'll go to take a shower". M:"sure".
-a little kiss-.
-setting the table and few minutes later carina is coming and then eat-
M:"how didn't you tell me Jo and jackson are sleeping together?". C:"what?! No way! I didn't know!".
M:"yes! I reacted the same way!".
C:"so are they.. a thing now?" M:"no they're just sleeping together nient'altro (nothing else)".
C:"you're starting to get your Italiano pretty good"
M:"I am right? Well.. I'm a fast learner".
C:"you're also very Modest".
M:"you don't have to tell me that, please! I get that a lot!".
-laughing-
C:"omg!". M:"what?". C:"I have to go my patient is about to go in labor".
M:"really?". C:"yeah sorry, I'm trusting you to finish the food".
M:"off course I'll finish it is this a joke?
but this prestigious takes hours!
Do you want me to come and hurry it ?".
C:"thank you Maya for the generous offer, but.. No, ill take chocolate for the way, bye!".