Take Me To Church (Unholy)

Answer To My Prayers (Kihyun)

*/*/*/* A/N: writing here in case some of you skip the author's note because these are things you should know before you read.

This story is very realistic like all my stories, it has a happy ending, I never write sad endings, but it's not a fairytale, it's just realistic.

This story will be one that happens throughout the years, sometimes it'll be very fast paced, the gap between chapters might be of days, weeks and sometimes months. There's a lot of story to tell here so the long time frames are important.

Since I write from a first person point of view, most things the narrator thinks are described. But just because bad things are described, it doesn't mean those things are okay, that's just how our mind works, we think wrong things.

Chapters narrators will vary, the chapter will be named after the one who is narrating the chapter, this chapter is named Kihyun because it's from Kihyun's point of view, he's narrating, but another chapter might be from Shownu's point of view since he's also a main character, and when the narrator changes, things might be seen differently and get confusing but as the story goes by, things will start to fit.

This story is very sexual, the main couple has a lot of inappropriate sexual thoughts about each other, they have sex in all kinds of places, sex happens in places and situations that should not happen. It's a realistic story, people have sex and think about sex, so it happens many times. Ninety nine percent of sex scenes are between showki. There are three sexual moments that aren't between the main couple, one is a mentioned encounter, not described, the other, two people kiss a bit but it ends there and the third, they mess around but don't go all the way.

There's NO KIND of sexual abuse or assault, EVER, every sexual encounter is completely consensual always and there is NEVER a sexual encounter between a minor and an adult. Some of the sexual encounters might happen in inappropriate places.

There's physical abuse between father and son. I try not to describe violence often, I make it implicit, but there will come a time when I'll have to describe it but I do it with as little detail as I can.

If you're a Christian, be careful before you read, this story criticizes basically every single thing in the Christian church and exposes every kind of thing that happens there like corruption, adultery, etc, a lot of the things I've heard of and seen. This story is focused on showki, their relationship, their development as a couple as individuals, their road into accepting themselves and loving themselves.

This story is a spin off of my jookyun au I made on my Twitter monstastories that is set five years after this one starts, you should read that after this one.

If you have any ideas of things you'd like to see in this story, let me know and I'll try to add to it!

If you want to send suggestions or complaints, send me on my curiouscat monstastories it's easier to reply to things there

Thank you so much for reading! I'm thankful you're here. Please read carefully, this story is very personal to me. Keep an open mind!! BUT BEWARE: as the title says THIS STORY IS UNHOLY/*/*/*/*/*/*/*/*/*/

KIHYUN

Things weren't always as bad as they are today. I had a happy childhood. My parents were kind to me, they took me to parks, got me gifts, never demanded much and we all had so much fun together. I loved going to church, singing in choir, I got so excited when I got to sing solo, I loved playing instruments there, being in all activities. I loved my parents and my family. I was happy. I was a very happy kid. But things changed.