Take Me To Church (Unholy)

Who Comes First? (Hyunwoo)

A/N: hello, dear readers

I wanna thank you guys for all your 24 comments! It might not seem like a lot of comments to some but to me it's a huge deal and it makes me really happy. I'm really thankful, you guys are the best! I keep reading the comments again and again because they cheer me up a lot!!

By the way, I am not a native english speaker, I'm not good at grammar and I don't know a lot of words. I'm not even good at writing in my native language hahaha I still get scolded by my professors because of my grammar kkkkk I just write for fun! I'm doing my best and I really hope you guys can enjoy it despite the mistakes! If you ever need to ask me anything my username is monstastories on curiouscat.

Also: Sorry if this chapter is a little boring, this chapter got huge, I cut it in half so I could have something to post quickly. I hope you guys like it anyway.

*there's nsfw stuff mentioned here*

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It's about time I tell my part of the story, isn't it? You must wonder what got me, Son Hyunwoo, the son of the pastor president of a very well known church, the one who always handles difficult situations by praying, the one who is always so faithful and believes that God can solve it all, to be lying on the floor of my studio apartment, drinking soju like my life depends on it and crying like there's no good in the world. Let me explain, I'll start from the beginning.

The bible has a lot of demands, I've read it through and through a hundred times, I know it well. Some parts don't make a lot of sense but I've always done my best to follow the rules set by God. I believe that all his rules were set to protect us, because He loves us, so I was always happy to oblige. I worshiped him, went to church almost every day of the week, helped whoever needed me, read the bible and prayed as much as I could. I liked it, in this religious world I'm in I feel safe, relaxed, it makes me feel good, comfortable and happy, I've always loved it. Being Christian is a big part of who I am, that was my choice.

Most kids in church aren't raised by their parents, they are raised by the church, they don't learn anything but what the bible says. To these people the bible is all their child needs to know and in the end, they don't know how to deal with the world around them, they get lost and hurt. Thankfully, it wasn't like that for me.

I had a great childhood, I have great parents, I was happy and always surrounded by good people. My parents raised me well, they were kind, patient, understanding and caring. I respected them more than anything, I trusted them with my life and knew I could always count on them. My parent's kindness also made me want to be kind to them and everyone else. They always sent an example. I've always wanted to be like them.

My parents were very wise, they weren't the kind of people to often tell me what was a sin and what wasn't, they also didn't tell me to take the bible as a guide manual to my life, they mostly told me what I needed to know to be a good man, not to hurt others but also that taking care of myself was important. Those two succeeded at parenting.

My father has always been a pastor. He didn't always work at church full time like he does now, he used to be a financial analyst, he only preached or helped around church when they asked him to but he only followed orders and never took charge of anything. Everyone loved my dad, everyone trusted him and respected him. For a long time they begged him to take a leading position at churche, but he always rejected the offer, saying he should focus on taking care of his family.

He only accepted to take a leading position when he retired, that's when he started dedicating his life to church completely. He soon became the president pastor of our church at the request of not only the other pastors but of the church members. Mom says that wanting to take care of his family wasn't the only reason he didn't want to accept the job at first, she said that he thought his own ideas were too liberal for a pastor president, she said being the pastor president was God's plan for him, he couldn't escape it.