Written: July 12 2021
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Feeling: drained
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You called me your abuser yesterday.
When all I had done was make childish mistakes.
You called me an abuser
When I had simply walked away.
You called me an abuser
And turned my friends away.
You called me an abuser
And fed into drama
Now you don't get to complain
Because I'm handling my trauma.
I was only seventeen.
You acknowledged I had changed.
You said you were ready to move forward.
You lied.
You lied just like you always do.
I shouldn't be surprised.
I'm not surprised.
Go away.
Get out of my head.
Get out get out get out get out.
I don't want you here anymore.
Please.
Let me live.
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