Just one night...

Chapter 5

He needed me.. oh god! I needed him.
But no! This is wrong. I can't do this.
I pushed him back slightly.
'Jack, no. You are dating Alice. You can't have both of us it doesn't work like that' I was struggling to catch my breath. 'She's my best friend'
He pushed me against the walls. My hands trapped under one of his above my head.
His other hand started moving down my body. Chest, stomach and round to my bum. He squeezed it and pushed it into his groin.
I moaned out loud again. I couldn't do this. This wasn't right! But why couldn't I push him away.
His lips slammed into mine. We were both so hungry for each other we could hardly breathe. He let go of my hands. I put my hands under his top. Feeling his toned body against my hands. I need to stop.
He pushed himself against me. I could feel him through my dress. Cassie you need to stop.
He moaned. I couldn't stop. He started moving his hands towards my pants. I didn't want him to stop.
Bang bang. Someone knocked on the door 'come on! Some of us need to pee' a girl shouted.
I stopped and started thinking straight! I pushed him away. He looked so hungry for me.
'We aren't doing this again' I walked away from him, through the door and back to the dance floor where Alice was living her best life. What was I going to do! I need to sort myself out. He has Alice. What the fuck.. I have Marcus. No. Not again.

3 months later-
'I'm in love with him Cas'
'Good! You deserve to be happy.'
It has been 3 months since mine and Jacks encounter in the toilet. I saw him every weekend. Whenever I went to see Alice he was there. I wouldn't allow myself to be alone with him. I would always follow Alice if she was making drinks or going to the toilet.
We were on a double date. Marcus and I with Alice and Jack.
Marcus and I were on really good terms. We hadn't broken up in months. Sex was getting better. He even told me he loved me a few weeks ago. Maybe we would be okay after all.
'You and Marcus look happy'
I looked over at the bar where he was standing. I smiled. 'We are happy'
Jack came back to the table. 'Toilets are so busy'
Jack and I were on talking terms. Nothing more. Not friends. We just talk for Alice's sake.
Marcus came over with our drinks. He put mine in front of me and kissed my lips.
'You look beautiful tonight babe'
'Guys get a room' Alice joked.
I smiled at Marcus and looked over at Alice. 'We will be later' I winked laughing.
I saw Jack look down at the table out of the corner of my eye.
Jack messaged me about a month ago asking to meet up with me. He said he couldn't stop thinking about me naked and needed it again. I wanted to message back. It took everything in me to ignore the message.
'So Marcus, what do you do?' Jack asked him.
'I'm a builder mate. I build houses. What about you?'
'I'm a footballer'
How did I not know that? Why hadn't Alice told me???
'Ah cool man. Who do you play for??'
'Aston villa'
'Ah that's awesome man. Im not much of a footballer myself but I love a bit of fifa'
Marcus and Jack laughed. 'I'll have to come round to yours and play it with you mate'. Jack said.
Oh please no.
'Definitely mate. You free tomorrow?
'Yeah i am'
'You aren't Marcus. I'm coming over to yours.'
Marcus looked at me and said 'it's alright babe he will only be there a couple of hours. You can still come over' he kissed me cheek.
Oh balls!
'I would come over but I have a family meal tomorrow night' Alice said with a sad faces
Double oh balls!
'Yay sounds fun' I said sarcastically.
Jack smiled at me.
Help me.