Bitter sweet (Spencer Reid x Reader)

F o u r

CONTENT WARNING: Alcohol

"Please stop please just tell me what you want why are you doing this to me"

"I have a little message for you from your pretty mommy"

"What? My mom?"

"Jeu sur ma cherie" ( game on sweet heart)

"ma mère t'a envoyé ?" (My mom sent you?)

"No no no"

"NO!" You jump awake breathing heavily you check the time reading 4:15 am you know you won't be able to go back to sleep so you get out of bed and get ready to go for a run.

While running you started thinking about your kidnapping in Iraq you started thinking about how your mom hired men in to torture you because you left the family and then you started thinking about your brother and you wondered if he was okay or if he was even still alive he was the only one you didn't want to leave behind. While you were thinking about all of this you started thinking about the team and what could happen to them if they ever found out about who you really are and how scared you are of them hating you if they ever knew about your family. They already killed Jeremy to get information about you but I also think they did it just to get back at me.

Then you got this sudden feeling that you were being followed you look over you shoulder to see no one around and you start running faster

You start breathing even more heavy and your paranoia gets the best of you so you run and run until you bump into someone, you shriek and get ready to defend yourself until you see who you bumped into

"Y/N?"

"Oh my god Spencer you scared the hell out of me" you pant

"Are you okay you look terrified" he tells you

"Uh no I Uh I'm okay I Uh- where are we?" You ask

"We're down the street from my apartment" he replies

"What that's impossible it's like a thirty minute drive from my house there's no way I've been running for that long wait what time is it?"

"6:17"

"I've been running for two hours?" You say more to yourself

"Come on let's go back to my apartment so you can sit down" he says

"What no I Uh- this isn't your problem I'm fine I promise" you say

"Y/N it's fine come on you need to clean up we need to be at work in and 45 minutes and you need to take a break for a second" he says

"Okay"

You guys arrive at his apartment and he gives you a cup of water and a change of spare clothes that you left at his apartment. You go and change and just put your hair in a ponytail

"Thank you for letting me get cleaned up" you say shyly

"It's no problem you looked scared though are you okay?" He asks

"Uh yeah I'm okay I guess I didn't expect to bump into anyone I just got spooked" you laugh

"Okay well here have some coffee and we can head to work" he says

You both get in his car and drive to the BAU. As you walking in you are already starting to feel the sourness in your legs from that run and begin to limp a little bit

"You alright there Alarie?" Emily chuckles

"Ooh long night pretty lady?" Morgan laughs

"No, more like a 2 hour run at 4 in the morning" you say