Bitter sweet (Spencer Reid x Reader)

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CONTENT WARNINGS: Mentions of rape, Light Smut

I really fucking hate stalkers, like seriously they're really shitty people but obviously you know that.

After my stalker called me he told me what he wanted me to do and I didn't know what to do, I didn't go back to Spencer's after that I just sat on my couch and downed a whole bottle of vodka contemplating what this guy wants me to do, he told me to get information on a guy named James Highland, I'm pretty sure he wants information on this guy to go kill him and his family, but he said that he'd kill Spencer if I didn't do what he says. I mean I can get my way around a computer I'm no Penelope Garcia but it wouldn't be that hard to hack into the FBI's system and find this guy, which I know is illegal but I can't let Spencer die, so here I am sitting in my office looking for a probably inocente person's address to give to a possible serial killer. God I hate my life.

You find the address and give it to your stalker, god that sounds so fucking terrible. Spencer called you the rest of the night but you just ignored his calls, you didn't know what to tell him, you don't know if this guy will kill Spencer or any of your team if you tell anyone, but you're not going to take that chance.

"I have your information" you tell him

"Good girl, I knew you would behave, I left you a little gift sweetheart, until next time" with that he hangs up and you walk up to your door and open it to see a bag on your doorstep, when you open it you see a bottle of Oxy and a bottle of some expensive ass scotch with a note that says

'For you princess, enjoy'

You take the bottle of pills into your hand and stare at it

Drugs? But I'm not an addict

You stare at the bottle of pills while your mind is spinning. You jump at the sound of someone knocking on your door you quickly hide the pills and bottle in your cabinet and look through your peephole to see Spencer standing on the other side, you open the door and try to put a convincing look on your face

"Why haven't you answered your phone I was worried you said you were going to come back and never did are you okay?" He says hugging you

"Yeah I'm okay sorry I fell asleep I should have called" you lie

"Have you been drinking?" He says looking at the bottle of vodka on your coffee table

"Uh no that's from the other night I forgot to clean up" another lie

God we promised no more lies Y/N

"You sure your okay?" He asks again

"Yes Spencer I'm fine" you say

"Okay well Uh its late wanna order a pizza or something and watch a movie?" He asks

"Yeah that sounds great we need a night in" you say

You order the pizza and spend the rest of the night watching movies together. Part of you is spaced out most of the time thinking about your new stalker and the bottle of pills he left you.

By the end of the movie Spencer is laying in your lap asleep while you play with his hair, you look down at him and just admire him, he's why you can't tell anyone or ask for help, because he's your world you don't know what you would do if something happened to him because of you. You reach down and kiss his head you lightly shake him

"Hey Spence let's go to sleep" you whisper

He sits up and you both head to your bedroom, you climb into bed and you wrap your arms around his torso and let out a heavy sigh