Preferences and Imagines

Ashton Irwin imagine (requested)

I feel like this is a dumb request, but that's ok. Can u write an imagine where the reader is in a girl group (like little mix), and the reader and Ashton had been together for like 3ish years and broke up bc they can't see each other often and end of good terms and it spreads like wildfire (thru the news), and they run into each other and talk about things (you can decide) pleaseeee and thank you!!

Y/n POV
I was in my dressing room getting for my show with my band it was the last night of the tour. I was pumped; it meant I could spend time with Ashton before his tour started. The day after tomorrow was our third anniversary together; I had planned to cook him his favorite dinner and give him an autographed of Green Day on his favorite album. As I was putting on the last few touches of my make up my phone started singing Ashton ringtone.
With a smile on my face, I answered: " hey baby."
" hi, love, how are you doing ?"
" I'm great. How about you? "
" I'm okay do you got a minute to talk ? "
"of course, babe, what's up? "
I heard him sigh, and I could tell it was something significant. " what's going ash, are you okay? "
" I'm not happy anymore, we barely see each other, and our interactions have been through phone only lately. " something in me broke, but I understood where he was coming from. I couldn't help but agree our relationship has been online recently, with no physical interactions at all.
" Okay, are you saying we should break up ?"
" I think we need a break from all of this! " I didn't like the idea, but I agree.
" Okay that's fine I wish you well Ashton I love you "
" I love you too, and I hope you the best if you need anything I'm here for you. We are still best friends. "
" um, do we break the news now or later? Also, do you want to come by tomorrow to get your stuff? " I felt my eyes watering. I tried to blink them away, but it just made them come down faster.
" I'll let you know "
" I have to go, " I said, hanging up, not evening bothering hearing him say bye. I could hold the heartbreak no longer as I fell to the floor in a disheveled heap as the grief poured out in a flood of uncontrollable tears. I heard knocking coming from the doorway
" are you ready? We go on in 10, " said our manager, " almost give me 5," I mumbled, hoping she wouldn't hear the pain in my voice. I cleaned my face up and redid my makeup. Once I looked presentable I went outside everybody looked pumped. I had to match their energy, or else they would know something is wrong. "Y'all ready to rock our last show for the year ?" I said, trying to sound excited, everybody screamed yes or wooo. We got into our circle and said what we were thankful for, and I said I was grateful for the band and everybody who worked hard for this tour to come out so awesome. The concert went by so fast, once it was over, I went back to my dressing room and packed everything. I went straight to the tour bus and went to my bunk bed. As I was laying there, my phone started to vibrate, and I picked it up to see my Twitter was blowing up. I clicked on one of the tweets, and it asked if it was true that Ashton and I broke up. I guess he told them already, and I sighed as my phone kept vibrating the notification of Ashton calling just broke me. I started to cry as the realization of us breaking up was real, and it wasn't in my head.

It's been a year since the last time I saw Ashton. I wish I could say I don't miss him, but that'll be a huge lie. I miss him so much; after the break up we rarely saw each other. Eventually, we just stopped talking. The rest of 5sos kept in touch; they told me he hasn't been the same since the breakup and has gone back to his old ways. I started writing songs about my feelings, but they were only for me and only me. Over the months, I began to isolate myself from everyone, the fans, the band, and even my family. I couldn't keep up with the questions,
"how are you ?"
"Why did you guys break up, Y'all looked happy? "
"Did one of you cheat ?"
Like all these questions were annoying and none of their business. The band was out tonight in some club having fun, and here I am in my living room having a pity party and what if's. What if we were still together? We would be cuddled up on the couch, watching Harry Potter and eating Chinese food. I sighed as I went to the bathroom, I looked in the mirror, and I didn't recognize the girl looking back at me. I took a hot shower and grabbed some clothes. I looked in the mirror again and noticed I'm starting to go back to my old ways before I met Ashton, wearing all black, isolating myself, and not taking care of myself. I grabbed my phone and my purse, deciding to go to the cafe near my apartment. I ordered a hot chocolate and sat by the next to the window. After a while, the sweet waitress brought me my drink. I continued to look out the window and wonder about the times Ashton and I had together. I sighed as I grabbed my phone, was I going to call him after a year? A cough interrupted my thoughts. I looked up to see him looking so broken. It broke my heart, seeing him like that.
" Can I sit here?" He whispered I nodded, not trusting my voice, it seems like the universe was trying to tell me something. He sat right in front of me. We both just stared at each other as if we were soaking up every detail of our bodies.
" I was going to call you just right now, " I barely whispered, showing him the phone where I had his name up.
" Why didn't you ?" He asked hurt
" I was terrified that you wouldn't pick up, terrified that you would tell me to leave you alone, and I was scared some girl would answer your phone asking me who I was. " I replied shakily he sighed
" I would have picked up " he spoke quickly
"Would you?"
He nodded. I sighed.
" was the rumors real, did you cheat? "
He took a deep breath and looked out the window.
" ash, is it true ?"
It felt like time has stopped, and neither of us could breathe properly. He kept avoiding my eyes.
" I did cheat on you."
My eyes started to tear up.
" wow," I breathed out my hands started to shake. "Why? When? Do I know her ?"
"We can't do this here, Y/N let's go back to your place ."
I nodded. I paid for the drink and gave her a tip for being so sweet. We walked back in silence once we reached my apartment. We sat down from across each other looking into each other eyes. I don't know what my eyes were telling him, but he was telling me that he was in pain.
" Her name is Hanna. She was a fan, and it was when we were fighting all the time, and she told me some sweet things that I wanted to hear and bam it happened. It never meant anything to me ."
I looked at him with disbelief
"HOW DARE YOU SAY IT DIDNT MEAN ANYTHING TO YOU, DO YOU UNDERSTAND THAT TO THAT GIRL, THAT WAS EVERYTHING FOR HER SHE SLEPT WITH HER IDOL HER FUCKING CRUSH," I shout with anger
"I still love you, after all this time I still love you y/n" he whispered
"You can't just tell me you cheated and then tell me you love me, Ashton this isn't how this work," I whispered back with tears coming down my face.
He inches closer, grabbing my hand and pulling me into a hug. I tried to get out of the embrace, but couldn't I just let myself fall into his arms. After that, it seems was a while we finally pulled away.
" I missed you so much " he gushed out
" I missed you too ash "
" Can we start over? Or we can resume from where we left off ?" He questioned
" Ashton, as much as I love you, I can't go back to you knowing that you cheated, and it took you so long to tell me about it. You don't keep secrets from the people you love even if it hurts them."
"Please y/n. I love you. I need you in my life. "
"You should have thought about that before you cheated ash "
He got down on his knees
"Ashton, please get up. Don't make this worse; please don't I hate seeing you hurt. It hurts me too please get up."
"Y/n, I'm begging you! Please I love you so much. " he cried
I was trying to be strong, but I couldn't help myself dropping to the floor, pulling him into a hug sobbing. As much as I wanted to say I wouldn't take him back, I still did cause he brought out the best out of me.

A/n not my best but enjoy -K