Preferences and Imagines

Baby?

Amber pov
I was washing my mouth after throwing up the third time today. I went back to my station to continue working on some design for the next fashion week. My coworker comes up to me . " you have been throwing up for the past three days , are you sure you aren't sick or pregnant?" She asked softly trying not to be too loud . I nodded but I don't even know if I'm not pregnant or if I have the stomach flu . After the day was over I stopped by a pharmacy and bought 4 test and some medicine just in case it was just the stomach flu . I went home , " cal are you home ?" I yelled out looking around . I dropped my bag in the kitchen to find a note from cal .
Hey babe the guys and I are at the studio trying to finish the last few songs I'll be home later I'll bring dinner just relax and get some rest you been sick lately
Love cal ❤️

I went to our bathroom and took out the tests . I was looking at them scared not knowing if I'm actually pregnant or just sick . I took them all . I was waiting for the results . I received a message from cal .

Message from Loml 💕💕
Hey you want Chick-fil-A or Burger King ?

Message to Loml 💕💕
Anything you want babe

Message from Loml💕💕
Okay baby once we finish here I'll buy anything love you

Message to Loml💕💕
Love you more 😘

The timer went off I gulped I grabbed all of the test I closed my eyes and took a deep breath I slowly opened my eyes to see I was in fact pregnant I just stared at the tests in front of me .

I didn't know what to do if I should cry of happiness or panic . I slowly slid down the wall onto the floor trying to figure out how I'm going to tell cal . I started to think if he'll be excited or upset . What if I ruin his career, what if he's not ready ? What if I'm not ready , what if he leaves and never come back and I'm a single mom . I didn't realize I was crying till a loud sob came out . After a while of thinking and crying I realize what I have to do . " baby I'm home " yelled cal from downstairs . I got up and walked downstairs trying to calm myself I didn't even bother washing my face . He was in the kitchen with his back towards me he felt my presence " hey beautiful how was your day ? Feeling better ? " when I didn't answer he turned around " baby what's wrong ? Why are you crying ? Are you hurt ? Is everything okay ?" He asked quickly " you should sit down " I mumbled softly he nodded and sat down I grabbed his hands " you know I love you right ? That I'll never hurt you intentionally right?"  " of course I do amber what's going on?  you are scaring me " " you know that what I'm about to do it's for the best of us . Even if it means hurting you like I'm about to do . " "amber what are you saying ?" " I think we need to break up calum it's for the best " the look on his face was so heartbreaking . His eyes watered up he dropped my hand and looked away ." Why ? "He croaked out " I-I dont love you anymore " I stuttered out with tears running down my face and holding onto the counter top for my dear life . He turned around so fast " THATS BULLSHIT AMBER PURE BULLSHIT NOW TELL ME WHY YOU ARE TELLING ME YOI DONT LOVE ME WHEN YOU FUCKING DO " he yelled " IM PREGNANT CALUM OKAY IM FUCKING PREGNANT. I BROKE UP WITH CAUSE I KNOW YOU WOULDNT STAY BECAUSE THIS BABY WOULD RUIN 5SOS SO IM SORRY FOR THINKING ABOUT THE FUTURE AND SAVING YOU THE TROUBLE  . " his eyes soften and grabbed my hand bringing me to a hug "I'm so hurt that you thought I'll leave when I found out . I'm very excited to be dad and for your information 5sos would never be ruin cause we are in this together we are a family o know the guys will be super happy . Babe I'll never leave you even if you are pregnant I love you with all my heart . The baby doesn't change anything okay now go wash your face so we can eat " he said giving me a kiss on the forehead.