Preferences and Imagines

Lie to me

Sitting under the moonlight, it's just you and me.

Amber and I were sitting on the deck by the lake at home . After a long day we both like to relax and unwind a bit " promise me something ?" I asked her she looked up to me " anything " " promise me to love me forever " she had a look in her eyes I couldn't figure out what it was . " don't be silly cal I'll always love you forever and always . " she said with a smile that reached her ears . I swear I love this girl I'm going to marry her one day .

Flashing back to New York City
Changing flights so you stay with me
How I must have thought I had this right.

Amber and I were fighting a lot lately . We just don't see eye to eye anymore. I'm always busy with the band while she's busy with her journalism career. We are in New York i had a show there while she was covering a big story . The only time we would see each other was at the hotel when I would get home but she would be sleeping and before she left for the day that was it . On the my last day in New York i went to say goodbye to her at the hotel because she had one more week to cover the story . She came in nearly in tears . "Baby what's wrong " " it's your last day and we didn't spent one day together cal " I pulled her into a hug " how about I stay the week with you " she nodded giving me a kiss I changed my ticket and missed a few shows hoping I was doing the right thing for our relationship.

Now I wish we never met , Cause your too hard to forget. While i'm cleaning up your mess. I know he's taking off your dress
I know that you don't, but if I ask you if you love me. I hope you lie, lie, lie, lie to me .

It's been 2 months since Amber and I broke up . I want to say it was neither of our fault but it was mostly mines I pushed her away to another man arms . I was taking our long distance relationship too literal I wouldn't call , text or even Skype her to see how was she doing . When I realized too late she was already with her new boyfriend. I bumped into her at the grocery store she looked happy making me wish we never met because all the pain she put me through and what I put her through. Hopefully soon I'll forget her and move on but I know I'm lying to myself . I stared as she walked away with him , I whispered "do you love me , if you don't , please lie to me" as tears started to form .