Before I Forget.

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[jordison]
this chapter might be a little rough so tw for drug use and sexual assault i'm sorry :/

    I pulled up to an old and in shambles looking house. The paint was peeling off and the roof shingles were rotted. Quite frankly it looked like a house you'd find in the middle of the woods that houses an inbreed family. Different colored lights flashed through the windows and music played loud enough to wake the dead. This was the place I needed to be. I shut my car off and stepped out, making my way to the door which was ajar. The house smelled of cheep alcohol, pot, and sex. I pushed past a sea of drunk and smelly bodies and made my way to the living room. I didn't even know any of the people here, I just needed-
    My eyes shot to the couch were a couple people sat leaned over the coffee table. Come. I needed cocaine. One of the guys that was bent over looked up at me. He had long brown hair, a scraggly beard and sported a tie-dye shirt with some bleached jeans. "Killer outfit man!" The guy said honestly looking me up and down.  He smiled warmly and motioned for me to sit as he slid over. I sat down "May I?" I asked gesturing to the whit powder that lay on the table. The man nodded and I bent down to fix myself a line and snorted it. I let the powder fill my head and slouched back, relaxing and pushing the thoughts of Corey out of my mind.
    An hour and 3 lines of coke later I lay on an old stained mattress, high as a kite, with the hippy dudes' hands roaming my body. It felt good for a while but as the effects from the drugs wore off, I begin to regret my decision. He's not Corey. I didn't even know his name but I let him shove his tongue down my throat. He wasn't like Corey. Coreys lips were welcoming and warm. His were rough and scabbed. Coreys touch was gentle and protective. His was of nothing but pure lust and effects of drugs. The man dragged his hand up my thigh and I came to my senses, pushing him off abruptly. "I- I don't wanna do this." I said avoiding the mans gaze. His hands stayed firmly gripped on my thighs, "I don't wanna do this." I repeated in a more demanding tone, yet, he didn't move.
    My stomach did nervous flips as he say unwavering, ignoring my demands for him to go away. "Dude fuck off!" I was clawing at his hands trying to get them off but he just gripped harder, making me scream in pain. We were in a room in the back of the house and the blaring music didn't make it any easier for anyone to hear my screams. The man pulled me closer and tried to kiss my neck. "Oh come on, you said you wanted too a little bit ago." He mumbled against my neck and I squirmed. "P- please I- I don't..." I pleaded with the man but it didn't help, the more I asked him to stop the more he wanted too. I squeezed my eyes shut. I didn't want to look at him, I screamed for help. Please God, someone hear me!
    "Shhhhh..." The man snaked his hand around my mouth and slipped his other hand under my shirt. I couldn't get out...I felt tears prick at the corners of my eyes. "Please don't!" I mumbled against his hand, my eyes still firmly shut. "You'll like it...I promise-" The man was cut off by the door swinging open. Oh thank god!! "Who the fuck are you!?" The man yelled at the intruder. I still didn't open my eyes but I could hear rapid footsteps approaching and then suddenly I felt the mans grip loosen as he was ripped away. The intruder slammed him against the floor and punched him hard. "Don't. You. Ever. Touch. Him. Again." Corey. I knew his voice anywhere. I opened my eyes and I realized I was right. Corey was on top of the man throwing punch after punch. "C- Corey." I croaked out and he immediately stopped and rushed over to me. "Are you okay? What did he do to you? Shit, shit. I'm so sorry Joe..."
    I fell into his arms and cried. I cried into Coreys chest for a long time, until finally he asked if it was okay to lift my up and I nodded. He picked me up and went out to his car. Corey sat me down gently, opened the passenger door and went to pick me up again but I stood up before he could. "I can do it." He nodded and stepped aside. Corey shut the door and went around the car to the drivers side. The ride was filled with silence, really loud silence. We pulled into the driveway, "Can you bring me in?" I whispered as Corey opened my door, "You make me feel safe."
    "Of course." Corey answered and picked me up. I wrapped my arms around his neck and buried my face into his chest. He was so warm. Corey slipped through the door, ignoring the concerned looks and questions from the other guys. Corey went straight to my room and sat me down on my bed. "You should change. Do you want to take a shower?" He asked looking around for some clean clothes. "No, but I'll change." Getting off the bed and picking up some old basketball shorts and a hoodie I changed quickly, not even bothering to take off my makeup. I climbed back into bed and looked over to Corey "Can you stay with me." Corey whispered a yes and climbed in next to me.
     His body fit perfectly next to mine. I snuggled against him. I could hear his heart beat, it was fast. Was he nervous. "Are you okay?" I asked. Corey hummed in response, "I think I should be the one asking you that. But why do you wanna know?"

[taylor]

    "Your hearts beating fast." Joey answered plainly and I shifted nervously underneath the smaller man. "I um...I meant it." I said looking down at the top of Joeys head, he didn't move. "What do you mean?" He said confused, "When I kissed you." I answered, "I meant it." Joey stayed quiet as I continued. "This probably isn't the best time to tell you but I just- You know when I found you, that night, I was so scared. I thought I lost my best friend, look point is I care about you. A lot. I'd do anything for you Joey. And god I hate that, I hate it so much. So much that I know I'm in love with you."
    Joey lifted his frame off my chest and propped himself on an elbow and faced me. We stayed like that for a long time, staring into each others eyes. Not saying anything. After a bit Joey leaned in and gently kissed me, then pulled away. "I've hated you for as long as I can remember." He smiled as did I. "You just...make sense." Joey laid his head back down on my chest and I felt at peace. Joey was so familiar. He was home. "I hate you, Jordison." I said as I wrapped my arms around him protectively and he melted into my touch. "I hate you, Taylor" Joey said giggling.
    "Promise?" I asked closing my eyes.
"I will love you till the day I stop breathing."
"Dido."
"Thanks for saving me."
"Anythin for you."
Joey chuckled, "My hero."
We both closed our eyes and drifted into a peaceful sleep. Until of course we heard Shawn yelling from downstairs. "Someone please tell me what the FUCK is happening!! And Sid for the love of God stop playing with FIRE!" Joey and I giggled and I yelled to answer Shawn. "Joey and I are dating now."
Mick was the next to yell, "We know that dummy! But we've still got questions!" I playfully rolled my eyes and looked down to the smaller man, "You wanna go sort that out?"
"I'd love to."
    I pecked him on the lips and he got off of me. I immediately frowned at the loss of contact and pulled him back down into a passionate kiss. I broke away for only a moment, "We'll be down in a sec!" I yelled to the guys, who just groaned. "Please don't make too much noise." Mick yelled up to us, making both Joey and I laugh. "No promises, Mick." Joey replied and closed the space between us.

THE END :)

i rlly hope u liked this storyyyy i might make a sequel but idk yet :))