Thin line between love and hate

Chapter 7: I Ain't Tru

Honestly nobody and I mean this with full disrespect. Nobody will have power over me. I give life and take life. The next day I went to my parents house to fetch my children. My mom looked at me and said "When are you expecting your new baby?" I stared and said "Who said I'm pregnant?" She said "No one and besides I'm your mother. I know you." I said "Okay I am pregnant and it's not Leos child. It's Jordans child and before you ask I don't where Leo is. He just disappeared." She looked at me with a suspicious face and said "Moni I know you more than you know yourself. Nowadays you act like a criminal. Lee came the other day and he asked me about Leo. I mean he can't just run away especially from you. Moni I will ask you one more time. What did you do to Leo?" I looked at her and said" Mother I don't know where Leo is or his whereabouts and Lee is never allowed  to enter this house." She looked at me directly in my eyes and said" Or what are you gonna murder me or something?" I immediately panicked but I kept my straight face and said" Whatever Lee said to you. You can believe it but just know that I did it with pure intentions. I would have been dead by now but you know what believe him it's fine." I took my kids and left when we got home I went to my home office to do a bit of work. While working suddenly a bell on the door when I opened it was Jordans fiancée and Lee. I said" What the hell are you two doing here?" Lee said" Relax babe I came to see you and this lady over here wants to talk to you." I let them and said" What do you want to talk about? Ain't you supposed to be home with your man?" She looked at me and said" You are pregnant with my fiancés child and yet you have the gut to carry that child. Moni he's mine and I need you to either abort the child or keep the child away from everyone. I think you heard me very well let me go to my man bye bitch." I turned around and said" Next time put a name tag and address on him probably I won't touch him but forget it I ain't doing any of those bye motherfucker." She banged the door and left. Lee came close to me and said" Listen babe since you were Leos girlfriend I need you to come with me to a very important meeting, besides everybody knows about you and Leo so are you in baby?" I looked at him and said" First of all I'm not your baby! Second of all I'm not going to some random meeting of drug dealers! Thrid of all you can go to hell for all I care bitch but I ain't helping you! Now get out of my house!" He took out his gun gently and said" Okay I will show my way out but remember this you dated a drug lord and all his businesses now belongs to you. Now you in charge of his businesses and Moni I don't want to kill the boss don't I?" He left and trust me I was beyond shock. The next day my ex husband came to join me and the kids for the rest of the day. We spent the whole day together as a family and it was amazing than it was night time so we had to put the kids to bed. As we went downstairs he said "I need to talk to you." When we got to the sitting room he came close to me and said "How you holding up?You look tense. " I started crying and said "I'm trying just that... I'm lost actually I'm in between things that I can't talk about. I'm thinking of many things at once and how of a horrible person I've turned out to be. My relationships are ending or not working, and I got into an argument with my mom. On the other hand I'm about to become a mother. Now I'm in charge of businesses I didn't know I own too. I'm pulled in every way. Jordans fiancée on my neck it's like I can take my kids far away from everyone." He touched my face and said" Wonder why I'm so lost and trying to pick up myself is because of what I did to you. I forgot all your birthdays, all our anniversaries, all our childrens birthday and I didn't even pick you up from the hospital after giving birth to our wonderful four children. I wasn't even there the time you gave birth to them. I need you honestly I need you and I don't care if that's some mans child you carrying right now, but I'll take care of the child and you. I promise just give me a chance." He kissed me than suddenly Jordan walks in with gifts. I immediately turned back from the kiss and Jordan said" What the hell is happening?" My ex husband said" Young man remember that this is still my house. " He left and banged the door. Jordan said" you disgust me you know that! " I whipped my tears and said" Your  fiancée was here insulting me and tell her I said thank you for the shitty visit. You know what! Whatever is happening between us must come to an end so you can carry on with your fiancée and I can carry on with my life. Don't worry you'll see your child but as for now get out of house." He looked frustrated and he said" you think I don't know that Lee was here today. I don't why he was here today but you are mine. Only mine and I don't want you to be busy running back and forth with that man understand!" I looked at him and said" Jay I don't want to play happy family with an engagement man. All that's happening between us it's over for good. Even now you chose her over me. I must play hide and seek with you! It's over Jay the only time you gonna come here or near me is when you check our child. But for now knock yourself out of my house." He pulled my arm and said" Should I leave her so we can be together? Cause I will do it." I pulled my arm back  and said" no don't leave her besides you never loved me from the first place." I called the nanny and quickly changed into formal clothes for the meeting with the drug dealers. When the nanny came Jordan was still in my house. I kicked him out and went to Lees house when I got there we were drove to an unknown location. When we got there everyone looked swagged up but only I was wearing formal. The meeting was long but as soon as the meeting was over. Lee took me back to his house to take my car. When I got home I released the nanny to go home. I slept after she left the next day I prepared the kids to go with my ex husband. When the kids left after few minutes Jordan comes in and said "How the hell would you do this without me knowing? Going meetings with Lee and drug dealers all over the place are you crazy? Moni I don't want you to get killed. Do you understand? You carring my child for heavens sake!" I said "I can't tell you right now until I solve all this but I'm okay. Didn't I tell you to leave me alone?" He looked at me with so much anger than he  said "Fuck you for Heavens sake! You carring our child! Now you running with drug dealers! Moni I love you and I care for you why do you have to punish me like this?" He started crying and I just hugged him tight. I whispered and said "I'm sorry but don't worry I'm okay." He said "But why did you go with Lee?" I told him what's happening he immediately got shocked and he said "Can't you disagree on this or we can do something." I said "Jay listen okay Lee is on to me and I know that he didn't tell his goons that I killed Leo. Plus I know that he is blackmailing me but I'm planning on something for him don't worry." He looked at me with doubt and said "Okay but don't worry I'll make sure you safe." He gave me a kiss and left. I know that Jordan is up to something but now I have prepare for Lees funeral