Thin line between love and hate

Chapter 10: Obsession

The next day I went to work, knocked off, picked up my kids and went home. I made the kids food and we watched movies together until they fell asleep. I took them to their rooms and kissed them on their fourheads. As I walk down the stairs Jordan walks in the door straight to the living room. I came downstairs to the living room and found him sitting comfortably. I said "This is not your house remember that." he looked at me with the biggest smile and said "I know.. I just miss you" I sat down and said "Didn't you hear what I said WE OVER! WE OVER Jay". He looked at me with a smile yet once again and said "You carrying my child,go to meetings with your ex boyfriends family without telling me, you putting your life in danger but not only your life but our unborn baby's life too, also the quadruples and you tell me to leave you alone how? When you seeking for my attention." I said" Excuse you? Seeking for your attention.. " he interpreted me and said" As long as you carrying my child you not allowed to go anywhere near danger, especially to the mafia meetings!" he stood up and twisted my hand and said" You make me so mad because you know I love you, you know I need you, you know I can't live without you but still want me to marry that woman... "while he was speaking my ex husband walks in he immediately stopped twisting my hand. My ex husband looked at Jordan and said" what the hell are you doing to her?" Jordan said" non of your business it's between my wife and I, you know soon we'll be parents soon right babe?" My ex husband said" Jordan or Jay whatever Moni calls you next time you hold her like that I'll cut your hand off how about that and oh your fiancée might be waiting for you." Jordan smiled and said" you better listen here this is my Moni! She is carrying my child. Ohh she didn't tell you the mafia princess" my ex husband looked at Jordan and said " I know everything about Moni, I know that she didn't want anything to do with the mafia stuff, I know she killed Leo for reasonable reasons, I know you made her suffer just to get back at her, I know you'll keep threatening her about this but she's protecting what's hers and of course you're ungrateful." I was surprised when I heard all of that Jordan looked at me and for few minutes and left. My ex husband stood there with so much anger in inside and said" i don't want my kids to be in danger, even you but we need to talk... seriously." He took a sit right next to me and said" Moni what's happening to you?" I looked at him confused and said" nothing is happening I swear." He looked at me straight in the eyes and said" You heavily pregnant with his child and you allow him to twist your hand? He's not good Moni... Let me calm down. Please be careful.. Okay?" I said" Okay thanks " He gave me a the warmest hug trust me I felt safe. He left I than banished my hand and went to sleep. The next day I woke everyone up and made them breakfasts while making them breakfast my ex husband walks in. The joy in our kids faces they all jumped and screamed "DADDY!! DADDY DADDY!!" He picked them one by one and took them the to breakfast table to settle down. He came back to the kitchen and said "I'm sorry for storming in, goodmorning" I said "Goodmorning breakfast is ready." We took the breakfast to the breakfast table and the kids were so wild as soon as they saw us. The boys kept shouting I looked at them and said "Hold up stop shouting or you ain't getting your breakfast okay." My ex husband said "Boys please calm down and let's enjoy breakfast." While eating someone knocks on the door then I stood up and opened it was Jordan with his family. I was confused, I told them to go in the sitting room, as I sat there Jordans face was filled with anger. Jordans mom said "what happened to your hand" I said "Jordan twisted it last night." Jordan said "For good reasons right." His father said "Jordan why are you abusing her, she's pregnant with your own child. She's heavily pregnant now.what's wrong with you?" Jordan looked at me with a smile and said "should I tell them princess?" His mom said "tell us what?" I said "Jay..." He interpreted me and said "Tell them that you go on mafia meetings now. Tell them that Ohh... you don't even want to come live with me just for your safety and oh tell them that I love you and I want to marry you but you didn't want me to do that. Let me not forget you going for our enemy family. The Jones family and that you had a miscarriage because of Leo. The son that you killed and buried." Jordans brother said" Moni is that true?" I looked at everyone and said" I don't need to answer that "Jordan said" because it's true." Jordans father said" The child that you holding for us until birth.. "I interpreted and said" Excuse you holding for who?this is my child! My body! And I will go and do anything I want! What's wrong with you Jordan why can't you leave me alone." He shouted" because I love you! Because I can't live without you! I want you next to me every morning! Is that too much to ask?" He teared a little, I said" You have a fiancée and I'm done with your mind tricks!" Jordans mother said" Calm down Moni please I don't you to lose another child."