"You seem weak, always so shy and all that. Maybe you should loosen a bit, don't you think?" - Harry Styles.
Aurora and her best friend Ruby go on a ski camp, to make good memories together but that didn't turned out like they wanted.
Since day one...
I will never ever hurt her and I swore that last night on every star. One thing she doesn't know is that I told the moon and the most shiny star about us. It felt pretty good.
I think I gradually know what keeps me away from my old habits, it's her. She will stop me from going to the appointments the management make for me.
Hopefully this will last forever, because I don't want to do things with other girls. I want to experience it with her, when she's ready.
Luckily I get to see her in only ten minutes, first I need to get some stuff at Nialls house before I meet her at the beach.
The management called me this morning and asked me to come over, it was bad news. The nervous feeling immediately kicked in, but this time I knew why. Normally I always think about what I've done wrong, but this time I definitely knew what I've done to make them mad.
I didn't showed up at the appointments and I got payed for it. I tried so hard to not pin them against the wall and beat the bad out of them. People have something good it them, but not them. There is nothing good to discover in their souls.
Sometimes I wish I could go back to the times when my mother wasn't sick and I spent the days with my parents in our country house by the lake. There were no problems or obligations those days, back then life was full of wonderful memories.
Not long after that, life turned into a hell. A devil replaced the angel above our heads.
One day I'll be free and do whatever I want.
One day I'll make new music with the boys without a toxic management or even no management.
One day I'll have the time of my life with the people I love the most.
One day I'll have the time for myself to get to know myself, because I don't even know my current self.
Those thoughts, I need to forget about it. It's not happening, not yet.
I get off my motorcycle cycle and park it in front of Niall's house for now, normally I put it in the garage but I'll be back in no time anyway.
The doors open for me and I walk as fast as I can to the elevator before it closes. After a few minutes of strolling through the large building, I open the door with the keys to the apartment.
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I throw the keys on the coffee table in the living room and walk to the kitchen to fill a cup of water.
As I walk toward it with my head down I spot drops of blood on the wooden fish bone floor. I look up and see Aurora sitting at the kitchen table with a tissue pressed to her nose.
There are open wounds on her perfect cheeks, blood flooding out of it. Her eyes are swollen en watery, tears rolling down her cheeks as she looks me in the eye.
