January 2015, Miami - United States
Aurora Evans
After Harry calmed me down, he decided to send me to the shower so " You can have some time alone and sink in what had happened and how you want to deal with it".
"What had happened is not nothing and you should not go through this alone" he said.
"Even though you don't easily say how you feel, this time you really should" he also said.
I felt so weak and nauseous that I asked him to take me to the shower, and from there he took care of me.
Pulled off clothes, took off make up without saying a word. I gave him enough signals that I was comfortable and didn't want to stop him.
"You ready?" He asks me looking at me in the mirror while I'm staying between his legs.
Actually, I'd like to have him with me, but I don't know if that's too much to ask. I know I'm comfortable with him at the moment, I don't want to be alone.
I'm going to look around like a deranged lunatic every time to make sure no one is there, especially this time is going to be much worse. Honestly, I'm very afraid of being alone right know.
I sound like a fucking pussy
"Yeah" I say with a nod.
I look awful, I have bags under my eyes from all of the crying and the bruises that are in their shades of bloody red. It's scary to see that my skin isn't as smooth as it used to be, it's destroyed right now.
I unlocked another bad memory that will always stay with me.
The left side of my face is slightly swollen with fresh wounds on it, the small cut on my lip makes me look like a maffia boss even more.
I look at myself with sadness in the mirror, Dylan ruined this face.
Still, I don't know what I or we should do about it, whether I should go to the police and ignore Harry or just leave it and hoping he will never pop up again. Little do we all know this won't be the last time.
"You okay?" Harry asks from behind me.
"I want to ask you something, please tell me if it's too much but.."
"Can you please join me in the shower, I'm you know.. kinda scared" I continue with an uncomfortable little smile on my face.
Harry nods, pulling me flat against his chest as he kisses my neck.
"Aurora," He whispers into my mouth before he kisses me again. He cups my face and stares at me, his eyes sparkling.
"I'd do anything to make you feel better baby, just tell me when I have to leave, don't want to make you feel uncomfortable with me." He says with a raspy voice.
Not even a second after that he put down his pants, took off his shirt and pulled me into the now running hot water, all steamy and that. We both keep the eye contact, trying so hard not to look. This is our first time being naked together, it feels weird but good.
I've always felt uncomfortable when I'm naked, especially around hot guys like Harry. He just gives me this kind of comfort and confident that I don't have to hide my body for him.
The water drops down our face, our hands next to our bodies but bellies are touching.
Harry moves his hand up to remove the hair off my shoulders, tracing his fingers over my neck and finally placing them on my chin.
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