Tw: self doubting
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Point of view: Elena
The next morning I was woken up by Rena bouncing on my bed. Totally tired, I looked up as she licked my face. Laughing, I pushed her aside.
"Oh my goodness Rena.", I said to her in a reprimanding, laughing tone. "We are happy today, aren't we?", I laughed and stroked her head.
Then I turned to the edge of the bed and slipped on my slippers. On the way to the kitchen, Rena almost fell over, she was so busy running around the corners in the flat. I switched on the coffee machine and it immediately began to make me a bubbling cup of coffee.
Rena had sat down next to my legs and was looking at me from below with her big brown eyes. Laughing, I gave her her food, knowing that was all she was after, and watched her pounce on her breakfast.
I reached for my phone and saw that Victoria had texted me tonight. I happily unlocked my phone and began to read.
"Hi Elena, I'm free to meet up with you tomorrow at noon. I hope you're up for it too and we can walk the dogs. 🐶All the loveVic"
I blushed slightly because I fabd that was so sweet that she had thought of me. Happily, I typed my reply.
I informed her that we were welcome to meet and asked her where she wanted to go. A little later, my mobile vibrated and Victoria answered, telling me when and where we would meet.
Overjoyed, I drank my coffee before going into the bathroom and taking a shower. While standing in the shower, I was suddenly overcome with a wave of sadness. I didn't know why but all of a sudden I felt bad.
Exhausted, I let myself slide onto the floor. Why are you like this Elena, I thought. "You're always so hyper and you overdo it, no matter what," my inner voice said to me.
"Others don't like it when you are to them like that." Oh my goodness. I hated that. My mind was playing tricks on me.
And there was nothing I could do to stop them. At some point, I had tuned out my inner voice. All I heard was the pattering of the water on my skin and saw the steam obscuring my vision.
Expressionless, I looked at the pane of glass in front of me. Slightly I saw my reflection on the fogged glass. Tiredly, I smiled to myself and picked myself up. I stood up again and began to wash my hair with shampoo.
A light floral scent rose to my nose, blowing my nasty thoughts away again. I turned off the water and reached for my towel, which was lying in front of the shower.
I wrapped it tightly around my body while looking in the mirror.
"Why do you think some shit like that?", I asked myself.
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Hello everyone :)
Today I managed it to make the chapter a tiny litte bit longer. I hope you like it ^^
I am obsessed with the new music video from Måneskin hehehhe
Have a nice dayy <3
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The most beautiful girl on earth
FanfictionMeeting new people? Being around others? Get life managed like a normal person? -All this are foreign descriptions for Elena, who is 20 years old and is just trying to manage her life. But as soon as she meets the attractive woman, named Victoria...